what are you looking at?

2010-03-28T19:45:00.001-07:00

huhu I miss you, pom-pom.

I kinda miss Friendster, so I filled this 'bulbo' up :p

2010-03-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

1. Last beverage? teh botol
2. Last phone call? acha
3. Last text message? sorry...masih jaman sms? bbm kali (azek azek)
4. Last song you listened to? Wonderwall by Oasis
5. Last time you cried? few hours ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice? yes
7. Been cheated on? no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? never.
9. Lost someone special? few times..
10. Been depressed? YES.
11. Been drunk? never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink
13. purple
14. pink...again, I guess?

THIS PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends ? yep
16. Fallen out of love ? uh-uh
17. Laughed until you cried ? yessss
18. Met someone who changed you? yes
19. Found out who your true friends were? pretty much yes!
20. Found out someone was talking about you? YEAH.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? i kissed my girlfriends on the cheek, but not my guy friends!!!

TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have? 3 kids please
24. Do you have any pets? yes i used to have a dog but he died a year ago :(
25. Do you want to change your name? no, why would I? i think personally my name's kinda funny :p
26. What did you do for your last birthday? karaoke!
27. What time did you wake up today? 8:00 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? seeing my friends
30. Last time you saw your father? minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I'm not gonna tell.... hahaha
32. What are you listening to right now? the sound of the television
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? no, but I've seen him on tv with Jerry! Tom and Jerry, right? hahaha stop it, its not funny.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? tomorrow.
36. Whats your real name? Siti Savira Ivonne Ralie Siregar (kinda funny, right? told ya!)
37. Relationship Status? single. and may I add, and ready to mingle. so, it goes like this 'single and ready to mingle' :p
39. Male or female? female
40. Elementary? azka for 3 years and then moved to avicenna
41. Middle School? 19 junior high schol
42. High school? sma 6 jakarta
43. Hair color? black
44. Long or short? loooong
45. Height? 168cm
46. Do you have a crush on someone? right now? no, I think. no one seems to be that attractive to me these days :/
47. What do you like about yourself? I can feel someone's pain, for real.
48. Piercings? no
49. Tattoos? don't have any but planning to have one on my hips hahahaha
50. Righty or lefty? righty

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery? waktu masih kecil lupa umur brp, kaki robek abis naik sepeda...ii
52. First piercing? pas masih balita kayanya yaa
53. First tattoo? dulu waktu kecil sok2an pake tatto di bali, logo surfer girl gt ii kampung
54. First best friend? pasha
55. First sport you joined? basketball
56. First pet? fishes... and they died in a similar story: i didn't feed them quite nicely so they ended up eating each other.
57. First vacation? Paris kalo gak salah
59. First crush? rere. hahahaha cant believe i still remember his face, he looked a bit like a godzilla. but a cute one!

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating? nope, im starving to be honest :s
62. Drinking? yep
63. I'm about to? take off this contact lens i am wearing right now
64. Listening to? you keep asking this same question, why??????
65. Waiting for? this tuesday :-)

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? A DEFINITE YES. haha
67. Want to get married? of course. cant wait malah hahahaha
68. Careers in mind? a good mom and also a lovely wife.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX OF YOUR CHOOSING?
69. Lips or eyes? eyes
70. Hugs or kisses? both!!
71. Shorter or taller? taller
72. Older or Younger? both. haha
73. Romantic or spontaneous ? I'd prefer spontaneous.. but romantic is a good quality in a guy, too.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms? nice stomach
75. Tattoos or piercings? BOTH!!!!!!!! both both both
76. Sensitive or loud? both.
77. Hook-up or relationship? relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant? trouble maker is a challenge :p

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger? no. eww.
80. Drank hard liquor? no
81. Lost glasses/contacts? iya hhhhhh so many times.
82. Sex on first date? no. EWW.
83. Broken someone's heart? no but hopefully never hehehehe
84. Had your own heart broken? ....yes :(
85. Been arrested? no
86. Turned someone down? yes hahaha sorry.
87. Cried when someone died? yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? umm...i dont know. hahaha AS IF! no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself? sometimes.
90. Miracles? yes.
91. Love at first sight? not so much.
92. Heaven? yes
93. Santa Claus? no
94. Kissing on the first date? no
95. Angels? yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes hehehehe
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no, never, no
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes cause honestly, im a faithful girl myself.
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? God.
100. Who is the most awesome kid ever? me when I was still a kid. hahahaha.

emo

2010-03-09T06:51:00.000-08:00

bete nih, bosen, gatau mau ngapain, laper, kesel, bete, kangen, gak mood, pengen pipis, gatel, begah, pengen tidur, males copot soft lens, pegel, sakit perut, lagi dapet, sedih, males senyum, bete... eh td udah ya bete?? ya pokoknya intinya itu yg lg gue rasain sekarang. huhuhu bad combination banget ya :( how can a little person like me handle that so much emotions and feelings all at the same time? almost impossible, i feel like dying right now to carry such a lot of suffering feelings in my mind, my heart, and now i feel like they're standing on my shoulder.
lebay ya? tapi kenyataan. kayanya gak ada yang mau ngerti. pathetic, much?
hahahaha udah ah ng-emo nya, surem sendiri bacanya. ii
btw, today wasnt a good day for me. lot of stuff, bad stuff, happened.. and it wasnt a good thing, for sure. but i handled it quite well, i guess. i didnt break down or cry like i usually do after hearing bad things or experiencing a bad thing. i kept my face straight and kept smiling, laughing. pretended that im okay. no worries sih udah biasa kaya gitu. (ah tuhkan emo lagiiii).
udah ah ngantuk, maaf ya gapenting. si Mr. Badmood dateng lagi nih. bye.

2010-02-09T03:58:00.000-08:00

good afternoon bloggy :) or should i say good night? cause im not so sure whether it's afteenoon or night because its 7:00 right now. well, i think im gonna go with 'good afternoon on the way night' haha it isnt funny, is it? ya i know -_-
anyways, how's your day?
my day was... kinda so-so. started out bad. i failed on doing well with my exams. it was my fault actually, i didnt study anything the night before. i chose watching tv instead of studying. what can i do??? i mean, im just a normal human being who dont like studying. that's all. im a smart person actually. haha i bet you dont believe me when i said that im smart. thanks a lot.
i feel kinda bored. dont you feel the same? i still have exams comin up tomorrow but the subjects are way too easy (sok). there are english, pkn, and cinematography. i can finish them with a blink of an eye! hahahaha. nope, just kidding. i am smart but not that smart. okay, im not smart at all. happy?
gosh, i am eating kinder bueno chocolates right now and damn it tastes like heaven. no seriously!! try it and you'll be addicted to it. ooo-kay i feel like an advertisement blog saying it, promotion-ing kinder bueno.
well, i gotta go. must learn some things for tomorrow's exam. wish me luck! God Bless. xoxo

abc

2010-01-30T21:36:00.000-08:00

halo semua :) uda lama banget ya gue gak ngepost, gak lama jugasih... tp lumayan lama. kangen gak? pastinyooo mumumu

gue lg gak ada cerita yg WOW nih. semenjak eng ing eng, kehidupan gue berubah jadi datar-datar aja. ngerti maksudnya eng ing eng gak? gak yah? cari di kamus pasti ada, carinya di kamus bahasa sansekerta. cari ya!

gue kemaren ke pim gitu terus jalan-jalan deh......krik. superdupervery krik. kayanya monoton banget ya hidup gue? bangun tidur, ke sekolah, pulang, kadang main dulu sih kemana gitu, terus pulang ke rumah, nonton tv, makan, main komputer, tidur terus bangun lagi, bangun tidur tidur lagi bangon tedor tedor lage unyuuu mbah surip
kaya gitugitu aja. sedatar ini ________________- ada naiknya deng dikit tuh soalnya...... HIHIHI KASITAU GAK YAAAA. gak ah bodo amat weeek :p

duh sumpah buntu banget nih gatau mau nulis apa. sebenernya gue ngepost gini cuma mau say hi aja biar pada gak lupa wehehehe ntardeh kalo gueb ada cerita, gue pasti cerita2. PROMISE!!!!!

breaking hearts

2010-01-15T15:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO. what's up bloggy? whatcha guys been up to? come, come, share it with me!
btw, I just made an account on a social website called 'formspring'. well, I don't quite understand how to use it (but I'm learning how!), it's basically like twitter. you get followers and you follow people, too. you can ask question(s), like pretty much everything, to the people you're following and they can also ask you back. I'm not really interested, I'm still a twitter-freak. hohohoho.
anyways. guys, i wanna talk to you about 'break-up'. what do you guys really think about it? for me, personally, everytime i hear the word 'break up' it remind me of tears, goodbyes and painful feeling. i've been there sooo many times. dump someone, being dumped, got someone hang me up: been there, done that. i've been going trough so many pain when it comes to breaking up. but I always remember what many people said: "if you're ready to be with someone, then you must be ready to lose them one day' and that is very VERY true. i hate breakups, i hate goodbyes, i never liked crying and to feel the tears run down my face. not my favorite.
i'm a love-to-be-in-love kinda girl so i fall in love easily and quick. and when i fall in love, i fall hard. i would literally do anything to make that person happy, whatever it takes. not because im trying to look good or whatsoever, that's just the way i am. i've dated great guys, even though some of them oftenly made me cry but all of them had a very nice personality that's why i fell in love with them!
i hate break up so much. the moment when you know its coming to an end and there's nothing you can do but to accept it. you cannot change the fact that the fire is turning cold. the sparks are flying away and the flames are turning into dust. and you look into the eyes of your lover, they give you that 'let-me-go' look while saying 'it's not you, it's just me...' and you just know from that moment on, they don't wanna be with you anymore. BEEN THERE!
or maybe when you're hanging out with your lover and kinda realize that you don't feel that much fun with them anymore. when they hold your hand and say 'i love you' and you feel... nothing. the saddest part is when you have to be honest with them about your feelings for them that has changed, try to make them understand that you guys are better off separated. BEEN THERE!
or when they all of the sudden just stop talking to you. they give you the cold shoulder. they turn into a careless heartless person. they don't care that you cry every single night cause you can't stop thinking about them. everytime you ask them 'do you still wanna be with me?' they give you the same answer 'whatever'. that simple answer stabs real deep right trough into your heart. you still love them but they keep pushing you away when all you're trying to do is to be the best for them. they treat you bad, but you keep loving them with all of your heart and saying 'no, he just don't know what he's doing. he's not like that, i know him' to yourself when you know it's useless waiting for them but you keep running from the truth and staying with them, let them huts you cause it's the only way to say that they're yours. BEEN THERE!
see, my friend once said that in every break up, the one who leaves and being left, both feel the same pain and the same feeling: losing. maybe one day you'll realize the person that you're breaking up with is actually the one who really gets you. who really loves you and accept you for who you are. or maybe the one you're staying with right now is the jerk you have to dump cause he's getting in your way to find that mr. right guy who's been waiting for you. well, who knows?

a letter.

2009-11-16T04:41:00.000-08:00

If I had no more time, no more time left to be here, would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch and no longer were you with me, I'd be wishing you were here to be everything that I'd be looking for. I don't wanna forget the present is a gift and I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed.
So every time you hold me, hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me, kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me, touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me, love me like you'll never see me again
How many really know what love is? millions never will
Do you know until you lose it. that it's everything that we are looking for. when I wake up in the morning, you're beside me.

So, promise that you'll love me, love me like you'll never see me again.

another random post

2009-11-16T00:23:00.000-08:00

just got home! fuuuh tired tired tired. pgn belajar sumpah tapi males banget, kenapa ya? banyak banget setan nih di sekeliling gue. laptop lah, dvd2 baru lah, makanan lah, and the most setan of all setan... MY BLACKBERRREH! iya banget sumpah ini nih yg bisa banget mengalihkan dunia gue. bisa loh gue stop ngelakuin apa gitu cuma gara2 pgn ngecek ubertwitter atau ada bbm dari siapa gitu hahahahaha for u who read this who use a bb too must be feeling like this, too. kecuali ya lo tuh anak culun belajar mulu ampe mukalo bentuknya kayak angka nah baru deh bb ga ngaruh hahahaha
lg pada ngapain nih? gue lg dengerin lagu liriknya sedih banget deh. judulnya In The Morning yg nyanyi Lee Ryan. lagunya gak terkenal2 banget sih tp ada di itunes bokap gue terus gue penasaran gue pasang aja dan ternyata enaaaak huhu sedih dalem gitu liriknya. mau liat?nih nih
eh gajadi deng, lama bgt loading nya di google HEHEHEHE maaf yuph :p
nih kata2 yang gue suka pokoknya dari lagu itu:

sometimes i watch you while you're sleeping, so amazed that how pretty you are. i wonder what it is you are dreaming sometimes, is it me that makes you smile when dreaming? or could it be the other man you're seeing? i guess i'll ask you in the morning. right before i pack my things and walk right out of the door. i'll pretend we're still in love tonight, cause we won't be anymore in the morning.

deep, much? dalem abis ya. kayak... nyesss gitu. ada ya cowo kaya begitu yg bener2 cinta gitu sm cewenya. i mean, come on. how many guys like that does really exists in real word? well, they does exists but you can count em with your own bare fingers, right? beside, good guys are rare these days. so when you actually got one or found one, take a good care of him. cause if you ever break a good guy's heart, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. iiii sok banget hahahahahaha tp gue bicara berdasarkan pengalaman loh. hehehehe. pengalaman cinta gue kan gak payah2 amat lah hahaha
oh iya besok gue ulangan deh masih huhuhuhuhu ekonomi, bhs indonesia, terus pkn. sampahhhhh bangetttt mls belajar huhuhuhuhu pgn jalan2 aja keluar negeri terus makan yg banyak hahahaha hey im getting fatter dude!!! i really2 do huhu im planning on losing another 3 kg, pssst dont tell my boyfriend hahaha :p canda deng. im not planning on any losing weight thingy. im fat and thats ok. at least, my boyfriend said thats ok. so, no worries! just like Mika's song, big girls are be-a-u-tiful! :D
yaudahdeh im signing out ya, bosyen mau ntn dvd aja heheheheheh sorry for this super unimportant random post. thanks for taking a little of ur time to read this! appreciate it. keep on reading, xoxo

Yellow - Coldplay

2009-11-15T02:18:00.001-08:00

(sumpah lagi suka banget sama lagu ini, sweet abis liriknya)

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

wuzzup

2009-11-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

WOW!!!
it's been like forever I never posted anything in this blog.
miss me? bet you are! I'm miss-able :p
so how's your day, bloggie?
mine? well, it's been a long and winding day for me.
2009 has clearly been a meaningful year for me.
and we're now heading to December
a.k.a
2010 is on it's way! yay!!
aren't you excited?
I think I'm the most excited person ever when it comes to New Year :p
It's like a whole new page, whole new story.
It's like a whole new world is waiting for you.
right?
I can't wait to see what will happen in 2010.
I'll turn 17, it's a definite thing. haaa I'm so old :s
but 17 is fun.
I will drive my own car! YESSS my dad already promised me he will buy me a car when I turn 17. yep.
I will maybe probably celebrate my sweet 17
but it's still a maybe, not for sure.
don't worry, I'll invite ya! :)
I hope I won't fail a class, I hope I'll be a happy 12th grader! Amin!
I hope I will still have my girls beside me
and I hope I will still be with my boyfriend and keep going strong
well, hopefully hihi
and I wish nothing but the best for me! hahahaha
and for you all of course :D
well, enough for today, I guess.
I'll post again next time, I promise!
Have a nice day Bloggie.
Savy

2009-09-19T03:47:00.001-07:00

Love is when hearing his name makes you smile.
Love is when seeing his smile makes you smile.
Love is when just the thought of him makes you smile,
and you find yourself smiling for no reason at all.

Love is when you go to sleep thinking about him,
and when he's the first thought that crosses your mind in the morning.
Love is when every song, and everything you do reminds you of him.

Love is when every time you sign on, your heart skips a beat.
Love is when every time you talk to him, he says something that makes you smile from the inside,
and most of all, love is when you would do anything just to spend a day, an hour, or a minute with him.

Love is when on those days that you feel like ending it all,
the only thing that keeps you going is waiting for his call.

today was so.... surprising!

2009-09-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

oke jadi hari ini gue rencananya mau buka puasa sama ade gue di pim, dia mau sekalian ketemu temennya gitudeh ya secara ya anak gaowl gidudeee dia KRIKKKK terus udah gitu gue ditinggal huhu -,- untung bgt ada marsha huihihihi my girlfriend :-* dia jebe jebe giyduuuwh nemenin gue yg ditinggal clara, yaudah kt jalan2 kan. as usual, gue ngabarin adho dongggg. gue sms dia gue tanya lg dimana dan balesan dia cuman 'aku di rumah tidur sendirian' NAH LOH. sumpah serem campur ngeselinnnn. gue mikir 'wah pasti lg bete nih' akhirnya gue telfon sbg pacar yg pengertian yakan, diangkat ama dia suaranya males2an gitu aaaah pokonya ngebetein deh. dia juga main nutup telfon aja pdhl gue blm selesai ngmng gitugitudeh terus gue suruh ke pim dia blg gatau, kayak mls gitu aaaaa mau nangis rasanya. untung ada marsha, angelku mumumu :) hari ini doang sih angel nya, besok2 mah dajjal huahuahua yaudah kan gue bt tuh. eeeeh tiba2 dia sms nanya lg dimana, gue rada lama ngebalesnya krn gue lg di toilet HEHEHEHE terus tiba2 dia nelfon mungkin krn gue ga bales2 kali yaaa. terus dia nanya lg dimana ya gue jawab lg di pim terus dia nanya pim brp gue jawab pim 1 wah kok mulai mencurigakan nih nanya2 gue dimana terus gue tanya balik aja dia dimana dan dia jawab 'di rumah nih maaf ya gabisa kesitu' JEGERRRR. gue udh geer gitu udh pede udh semangat dia mungkin mau nyamperin kali ya nanya2 gue di pim brp, taunyaaa huhufff yaudah kan loyo lagi gue tp sekali lagi untungnya ada marsha mumumu :) tiba2 abis brp lama gue udh hopeless gitu, dia nelfon lg!!!! dia nanya lg dmn gue jwb masih di pim dia nanya lg pim berapa gue jwb pim 2 dia blg dimananya WAH MAKIN2 DONG GUEEEE gue jawab aja foodcourt terus gue tanya dia dmn dan sekali lg dia jawab 'di rumah nih'.................hancur hatiku
yaudahkan gue diemin yaudalah mungkin emg dia gabakal kesini. tiba2 lg asiknya curcol sm marsha tiba2 ada sesosok cowo tinggi yg gue kenal dtg menghampiri: ADHO!!!!!!
aaaaa seneng bgt demiallah speechless abissss dia jarang bgt kaya gituuu. pernah tapi pas awal2 jadian, sumpah seneng bgtbgtbgt gabisa diungkapkan pake kata2 ya walopun gue cuman jalan bentar ama dia tapi ttp aja seneng bgtttttttttt parah2 rasa syg gue langsung naik level ampe full tank iii lebay hahaha pokoke i love you full bgt dho hari ini dan besok besok besok besoknya juga!!! huihihihi love you always have always will no matter whoooaaaaaatttt! :p xoxo

Better That We Break - Maroon 5

2009-09-07T08:09:00.000-07:00

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway.

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

2009-09-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

hey guys. well, I'm bored. btw havent u noticed? I've changed the background of my blog :p isnt it cool? im such a big fan of classic old vintage woman! hey if u guys looking for cool layouts u guys should go check out this web www.pyzam.com they got some cool layouts for myspace,blogger,even friendster! (if u guys still using friendster :p) sad they dont have any twitter layouts but they'd have flash toys and other fun stuff

my Girls!

2009-08-28T17:00:00.000-07:00

I love you guys......... so much :)

cheesy but true

2009-08-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

okay... this may sound a little cheesy (really cheesy actually) but this song really represent how i feel this moment huhu sorry if you think this song is alay or jadul or whatsoever :p

Aku sadar kalau kini
Kita sudah smakin menjauh
Sempat aku berpikir ini
Kau yg menginginkannya
Lepas dari pelukku

kini aku sadari
Ini salahku
Tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali

maafkanlah bila ku selalu
Membuatmu marah dan benci padaku
Ku lakukan itu semua
Hanya tuk buatmu bahagia

Mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami
Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku
Aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini bersamaku
Jangan Pergi
Berikan satu kesempatan
Untuk ku membuktikan
Sesungguhnya cintaku

Happy Ramadhan!

2009-08-25T05:38:00.001-07:00

HEY BLOGGY!

wuzzup wuzzup? iiii hahahaha pakabar niccch? gile udh lama juga ya gue ngepost, terakhir bulan lalu....... kangen gak? pasti kangen! hihi hayo ngakuuuuu! I miss u too kok :)
bulan ini bulan Ramadhan loooh! huahua seneng deh. puasa, sahur, buka puasa rame2, lebaran, dan yang paling the best.... dapet ang pao! hahahahaha bukan ang pao sih tapi apa ya tuh bahasanya hum hum oooh ini apa sih tuh ah bingung kan -_- OH! saweran! baru inget. iya iya, the best dari bulan ini adalah dapet uang saweran. WKWKWKWKWK
sebenernya bukan itu juga sih, tapi berkahnya (cccie). kita saling memaafkan satu sama lain, mensucikan diri yakan haha sok. tapi ya gue tiap mau masuk bulan puasa, kalo misalkan gue lg slek ama org apa gimana pasti gue lgsg minta maaf deh. bodo deh sm yg namanya gengsi. pokonya gue gak mau punya musuh kalo mau bulan puasa. percuma kale puasa nahan laper aus napsu tapi ttp nyimpen dendam yeh percuma bgt udh nahan2 liat org lg makan apa lg ngapain sampe maghrib tapi puasanya percumeee
btw, gue mau cerita kejadian akhir2 ini.........
nothing special really. hoahm
emg gada kejadian asyik makanya gada yg bisa diceritain hahahahaha iii pgn cpt2 lebaran terus terus terus EH GAMAU DENG soalnya abis lebaran, ulangan blok 1 dimulai -_- krik krik
sedih kannnn. tadinya mau senin ini tapi gatau kenapa dibatalin YESS YESS tapi ttp aja bakal ada kan tuh yang namanya ulangan. argh kenapa sih mesti ada ulangan???? kenapa mesti ada sekolah?????? (apadeh)
bosen nihh. kepikiran ulangan deh, matematika gue ga ngerti secuil pun. demi dehhhh. gue tuh apa ya emg udh musuh bebuyutan sih sm yg namanya matematika dr jaman2 sd sampe skrggg jadi mau sebagus apa matematika, gue bakal ttp gasuka. dan kalo gue gasuka sm sesuatu, gue jadi males mengenal sesuatu itu lebih jauh. sama halnya sama matematika, jadi males meratiin tiap diterangin.................. mending bobo nyammm
IM BOREDDDD!! HUHHHH gatau mau apa nicch. biasanya jam2 segini gue lg menunggu my boypren buat menelpun tapi karena suatu kendali...... not in a mood to talk about it, sorry guyzzzz ehek ehek ehek i miss him actually. psst
btw ade gue lg ntn trans 7 dan lagi ada lagunya Radja yang liriknya "sudah sudahlah lah... gak ada waktu, ga ada waktu mikirin kamu... pergi pergilah jauhi diriku mendingan kamu ke laut aja lah" WHATTT THEEEE @#$^%$@#$%$ maygat..... lirik terakhirnya itu loh yg ke laut aja lah itu loh ganahan bangedddh. killer abez. gue yakin lagu ini bakal me-legend melebihi siapapun. ngalahin lagunya hijau daun yang suara atau wali band yg cari jodoh yg gak kalah cool nya itu
URG IM STILL BORED. gimana dund caranya buat melepas rasa bozan ini? twitter udah. fb udah. blog? ini lagi ngeblog. nothin left to do lalalala homeworks? tinggal nyontek gampangggg :p bored bored bored
i think i shud just go watch tv with my sister, i ignored her too much already HEHEHE bye bloggy! and happy fasting y'all! semoga full ya bulan ini biar ga usah repot2 ngeganti lagi amin!

Happy Ramadhan and Fasting,
Savy

2moro

2009-08-10T10:46:00.001-07:00

............okay guys I'm gonna post another writing about love. getting sick of it? Please, don't! cause there will be a lot more of 'love posting' coming up (because I'm in love lalala so try to be more understanding please :p:p)!!! good news or bad news? well, whatever. as long as I enjoy writing about it, it will be a good news for me. huehehe

jadi gini. gue baru aja selesai telfonan sama pacarquehhh dan tiba2 *tenggggg* something knocked my head........... bokap gue ternyata mukul kepala gue pake bantal gara2 gue telfonan mulu -_- tapi ada yg lain selain itu. ada yg ngetok kepala gue selain benturan bantal maut bokap gue tadi. dan ketokan itu bikin gue sadar, I'm not gonna have my boyfriend forever.
its kinda deep, folks. I hate thoughts like that. why do I'm the one who have to get knocked? WHY
nyesek nggak sih? kayak lo tuh tiba2 gada angin gada ujan kayak sadar gitu lo ga bakal selamanya sm pcr lo. its like you'll grow up and he'll grow up and you guys will grow apart and have your own ways. argh, again, I really100x hate thoughts like this.
gue sebenernya pgn ngmg ke dia tapi gue gak mau bikin suasana yg romantis jadi sendu-sendu gemanaaa geydu jadi gue tahan2 aja. lagian dia jg asik nyanyi di telfon, aku tak mau suara merdunya menghilang dari pendengaranku. ha. ha. watdehel krik
intinya, I dont wanna lose my boyfriend :( I am sure not any of you wants to lose your boyf/girlf, rightttt? me too! gimana caranya biar gak kehilangan? simpen aja di kantong atau gak lem aja dia yg kenceng bgt pake lem kanji ke kita. hiyaaah ngelawak dikit
aaa if tomorrow never comes, I want him to know how much I love him. even though kdg dia suka bikin naik darah dan org yg suka naik darah tuh konon cepet mati, I still love him huu gue jg ngebayangin ampe hrs gak brgan sama bokap nyokap gue, bahkan ya kehilangan ade gue yg bikin gue naik darah jg kadang. terus temen2 gue, sahabat2 gue....... I cant imagine myself being without them! Its like my world is coming to an end huu
udah ah mau tidur aja, mikirin ginian jadi setres. sweet dreams. hey by the way, your dream will be sweeter if it include me in it :p well, buh-bye!

about a boy

2009-08-08T11:43:00.000-07:00

let me tell you a little bit about my boyfriend :)

dia kadang cuek, cuek bangeeet sampe kadang gue heran ada org secuek itu... haha. dia jg kadang suka ambegan ih ih ih kayak anak2 aja ya dia? iiiih. hahahaha. dia suka ngelarang2, gampang bete lagi kalo gue ngelanggar dikiiiiit aja. dia jg jarang ngmg 'kangen' atau sekedar nanya 'udah makan blm?' sumpah dr awal pdkt ampe skg udah jadian 4 bulan, bisa diitung pake jari tuh brp kali dia nanya 'udah makan apa blm' hahahaha. dia jg kadang suka gak mau kalah, kepala batu! ih jelek ih kepala batu, aku dong kepala putri (apacoba kepala putri) dia jg suka emosi sesaat huffffff

But.... beyond all that, he's a sweet guy. he really knows well how to make me laugh, even without trying he already makes me feel happy! just thinking of him already make me smile, a lot. gue jg tau kok dia ngelarang2 gue karena dia peduli sm gue dan demi kebaikan gue jg. kadang gue suka pgn protes tapi gue pikir2, kenapa harus protes punya pacar yg peduli sm kita? walopun kadang dia suka nyebelin, tapi gue tau dia sebenernya baik. baik banget. keliatan kok dr hal2 kecil yg dia lakuin kayak nungguin gue sampe pulang, nyamperin gue dulu sblm gue pulang, megang tangan gue, semuanya udh cukup bikin gue tau sesayang apa dia sm gue. gue jg percaya sm dia. balik lg, tiap ada pikiran macem2 ttg dia, gue langsung mikir dia tuh baik. gamungkin dia bakal ngelakuin sesuatu yg gak gue suka atau yg bakal nyakitin gue. dia jg gak pernah ngebentak gue, apalagi ngatain gue. dia jg selalu minta maaf kalo gak ngabarin. dia juga gak centil and that's what I'd adore the most about him! krn byk cowo centil berkeliaran du dunia ini. eh iya banyak loh cacatnya dia hahahahaha but in my eyes, he's always charming. dia selalu 'bagus' di mata gue (gak ikhlas mau ngmng 'gant....' nah). no matter how absurd and childish he is, he always looks good to me and I love him unconditionally. I take him for who he is. I'll love him and take a good care of him. he's the best boyfriend! Mungkin kesannya gombal. whatever. the point is...... i love you so much words cant even describe :)

random

2009-08-08T09:59:00.000-07:00

hello mello. gak bisa tidur nih.... huff. mendingan gue ceritain tentang kejadian hari ini aja, gimana? gue yakin lo semua males ngebacanya tapi gue gak peduli, gue bakal tetep cerita :p

so today was funnnn. I went to pim (mengenang masa2 smp banget yegannn) with bunch of my friends and my boyfriend, he didnt tell me he was also going to pim! i was shocked, literally, but happy to met him. *loh kok jadi curhat.......*

anyway. yang ke pim tadi tuh para buangan yg gak ntn Javarockingland yang cool abis itu huhu bete deh. gue buka twitter, semua update-an nya sama: "Jvrckngland asik banget, seru!" atauga "Secondhand kereeeeeeen!" okay, okay, I know you guys are having fun! tapi gak usah mamer gitu juga kali (sirik) kampung lo semua!!! hahahaha ga rilek. gadeng. asik ye yg pada ntn Javarockingland. pgn ntn huuu ulang dong please please please HUUUUU

overall today was fun even though I didnt get to see secondhand, mr big and other cool bands performed at Ancol but its okay. no big deal. after all i can still hang out with my friends. teman senasib gak kedapetan tiket javarockingland atau yg gak punya cukup uang buat ntn (salah satunya, ehm, gue.) huhuhu but thats okay, dont worry be happy lah.

oiya besok ulangtaunnya Adista Fadhillah loooh! wiwiw seyuuuu. makan2 dong dis, mumpung gue lg bokek nih dan gue akhir2 ini laper terus hahahahaha Tuhan memang adil ya. gue lg laper2nya dan lg bokek2nya, ulangtaun aja nih tmn gue satu heeeee oke dis? semua keinginan lo pasti terkabul dis kalo neraktir gue. org lain mah kaga, gua doang hahahaha di ja min

udah ah ngantuk aku mau obob. see ya later bloggy! sweet dreams, kiss kiss. mwah

happybirthday Adis, wish u all the best. me love u xoxo

Bun by Usher

2009-08-07T04:36:00.001-07:00

(entah kenapa lagu ini dalem banget di gue........ this is one of my best mellow songs. love the sound, the lyric. my all-time favorite!)

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you i just,
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
we da been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
And all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return

I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

speaking of

2009-08-05T06:53:00.001-07:00

hello peeps (iyuuuh sok asik)

hari ini...... nothing special. gak ada kejadian menarik. ada siiiih tapi kejadian itu gak menimpa gue jadinya gue gak ada hak buat nyeritain ttg kejadian menarik itu. padahal menarik bgt loooh *nada menggoda*
anyway. bosen nih. tau gak? gue dengerin lagunya Brandy yg Have You Ever itu berulang2 kali. i know lagunya udah jadul banget heee tapi itu tuh ada di ipod gue, gue iseng aja dengerin tadi eeeh keterusan. hmm sebenernya sekalian buat ngilangin lagu 'online online' yang melekat di kepala gue *siang malam ku selalu menatap layar handphoneku* HUFFF. tapi lagunya tuh maknanya dalem bgt loh. pas bgt buat lo yg lg jatuh cinta, dilanda cinta, patah cinta.... (apadeh patah cinta) pokonya yg lg cinta2an deh! gue rekomendasiin banget. tuhkan bahasa gue sok asik lagi aaaa kenapasih gue lg sok asik bgt hr ini. apa emg gue asik beneran ya? HA funneh
intinya, abis dengerin lagu itu gue ngerasa org tuh mau ya ngelakuin apa aja demi org yg mereka syg. basi sih tapi baru ngeh aja. thanks to that song. tadinya gue cuman mikir 'yaya' tapi abis dengerin lagu itu, resapi dalam dalam, khayati..... iya juga ya. people really do crazy things when they're in love.
well, including me.
gue nangis loh pas denger lagu itu. aplg pas liriknya 'Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?' sumpah itu.... deg banget. mewakili bgt apa yg gue rasain tiap malem. iii lebay ga tiap malem juga sih hahahaha pokonya tiap abis berantem, gue pengen cpt2 baikan dan kdg gue suka kepikiran ampe tidur. krn gue inget kata2 temen gue ke pcrnya: "I've lost u once, I dont wanna lose u again" its true. kalo lo udah pernah ngerasain kehilangan sesuatu, pas lo dapetin sesuatu itu lg lo gabakal pernah mau kehilangan si sesuatu itu krn lo udh tau gaenaknya kayak apa pas si sesuatu itu gak ada. jd tiap lo ngerasa lo bakal keilangan, lo langsung parno. yegannnn
tapi yg paling dalem liriknya yg ini nih 'Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry' SO SO SO TRUE!!!! righttttt? sadar gak sihhh lo kalo udh syg ama org, lo jadi cengeng? pdhl lo orgnya susah nangis atau gak punya air mata (ha ha yakali deh) tapi gara2 dia lo bs aja nangis............. mejik.
gue bingung nih mau nulis aplg. gue tadinya mau sok bikin post ini ttg miracles of love but i think its just way too cheesy. norakkkk so i decided not to hahahaha sorry if any of you get dissapointed :p
yaudadeh aku mau bobo aja kan besok sekolah hueheuheue nighty night, God bless. Sweet dreams y'all! xoxo, Saphire.

yesterday was fun!

2009-08-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

heyyo bloggy!!!!!
sok heboh...

HUWAW! udah lama bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet nih gue gak ngepost. pasti pada kangen ya sama aku? ih jujur aja kali gak usah malu-malu gitu juga.. >.<
hahahaha btw iyanih ya udah lama banget gue gak ngepost. sorry lagi sibuk nih banyak tawaran film iklan sana sini jadi ya maaf maaf aja :).............yes i know im sampah.
this week has been a week full of drama! banyak bgt deh kejadian2 yg menimpa gue, temen2 gue. bikin gue pengen angkat kaki aja dr dunia ini (hiperbol dikit). sebenernya pgn gue ceritain tapiiiiii gue belajar dr kesalahan. nyeritain sesuatu di blog, twitter, atau lebih parah lg facebook yg bakal dibaca ribuan temen lo bakal nimbulin masalah. kan frontal tuh ya kalo cerita di salah satu website itu nah kalo kebaca ama org yg lg kita omongin apa gimana.......... berabe. gue pernah mengalami jadi no way deh ya gue ngulangin kesalahan yg sama.
intinya minggu ini minggu telenovela.
oh iya gue bukannya angkuh nih tapi gue ganti bb loh HUAHWUAHWUAHWU bold pula! ckck.... gadeng. curve kok curveeee -_- seneng deh tapi, ternyata bb tuh asik juga. awalnya gue males kan kayak apaan sih hp gaowl eeeh ternyata pas gue pake bb aawwhhh dunia serasa milik berdua (apadeh) eh kalo yg pin bb nya mau gue add kasih komen aja ya ntr gue add wihihihi
oh iyaaa kmrn gue ke skyave loh! seru deh walopun gak kedapetan ntn maliq soalnya gue keburu dijemput tapi asik kok. sumpah ya lo mesti tauuuu kan ada band entah itu country atau apa tapi lagunya tuh yg ceria2 gitu terus kan gue sm ranny gitu2 sok asik gitukan sok2 ngangkat tangan ke atas gaya2 org dugem pdhl lagunya country gitu agak kurang nyambung ya -_- tapi bodo ah. itu kampung bgt kan? biasalah ya kerjaan anak2 6 hahaha terus tiba2 vokalisnya teriak gini 'makasih byk buat para cewe2 cantik di sebelah sana' sambil nunjuk ke kita!!!!! AAAA. im flying without wings ulalala----------
pokonya asik bet deh. yg gak ke skyave nyezel abez. oiya aku juga ketemu temen2 smpkuuuu <333 terus yg pada pacaran pada mojok gidudeeee...... ckck colongan ye
yg pada gak pacaran, menikmati band2 sok asik yg tampil hahahahaha tapi ada yg asik kok. yg metal2 gitu lupa gue namanya apa. sumpah asik bgt sampe bapak2 sebelah gue ikut manggut2 dan dia gaul bgt dia pake sepatu converse. muka tua jiwa muda yekan
terus ada anak2 baru gede gue rasa msh kelas 1 smp cowo gitu dua org gayanya sok kaos celana pendek ransel sm sendal hotel (smp bgt yekaaaan) mereka berdiri depan kita terus manggut sambil meragain org main gitar.......... what. the. hell.
abis dari situ gue balik deh sm gina. walopun gak gue ceritain semuanya dan sedetail2nya tapi udah kebayang dong serunya ke skyave (nontonin band segala macem ampe damian tukang sulap itupun ada) sama temen2 deket lo mana makanannya enak2 yakan udah seru banget pasti hahahahahha yaudadeh aku mau mandi dulu. byebye xoxox

bosen

2009-07-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

Heyyo bloggy!

bete. gak bete sihhh, cuman eteb doang (apadeh) gue bingung nih mau ngapainnnn. OH! aku punya ide *triiiing* gimana kalo gue ceritain sedikit aja tentang (hehehehe) pacarkuuu? hahahahaha jiji abiezsh i know. tapikan tapikan tapikan...... gue bingung mau ngepost apa tapi pgn ngepost krn gada kerjaan krn hari ini gue tepe men alias telat jadinya gak boleh masuk sekolah huah bete bangetttt. pdhl hr ini gue lg pengen sekolah, gatau kenapa hasrat jiwa murid rajin belajar gue lagi menggebu-gebu, lg pgn ke sekolah terus bawaannya. please yaaa gak ada motif lain, semua semata-mata krn emg gue rajin dan giat belajar aja :p tapi ttp ranking 2 dari bawah... sedih gak
gue mau cerita ttg hubungan gue aja deh skrg hahaha azeeek. jadi tuh suatu hari, gue masuk smu 6 jakarta. gue tadinya sekolah di bandung di sma 5 yg paling top itu! gakdeng. sekolahan alay gitu deh yang.... YA OKE LANJUT nah gue masuk 6 kan nih Alhamdulillah banget gue keterima pdhl gue inget bgt gue gak tau hari itu ada tes masuk 6 dan gue lg siap2 mau ke bulcup terus tiba2 bokap gue nelfon nyuruh gue siap2 mau ke 6 buat tes. WAAA. itu yg lagi dandan cantik2 siap2 mau ke bulcup langsung ganti baju terus ciaow ke 6. ternyata gue telat, harusnya pagi gitu tes nya ama yg lain tapi berhubung gue telat gue jadinya cuman tes sama 1 org, berdua gitudeh. gue gak belajar sama sekali, malah pas bagian matematika gue gambar2 orang gitu di kertas soalnya -_- krn emg gue gak belajar malem sebelumnya. udah kan tuh, gue kalo keterima Alhamdulillah bgttt krn emg masuk 6 tuh impian gue dari kapan tau kan soalnya keluarga gue lumayan byk yg alumni 6 tapi kalo gak keterima, yaudah, balik jadi anak gaul bandung. krik
akhirnya pengumuman tuh tgl berapa ya, pokonya sekitar menjelang taun baru apa sesudah gitu, lupa. 30 desember apa, yaaa pokonya tanggal2 segitu deh keluar deh tuh pengumuman. sambil nunggu gue ama keluarga gue makan dulu di ganthari. terus bokap gue nelfon ke 6 terus ternyata Siti Savira Ivonne (yah ketauan deh nama gue ada Siti nya......) diterima di smu 6 jakarta urutan ke-11. WAAAAA. itu sensasi2 seneng2 gimanaaaa gidu, berasa pgn teriak hore hore aku masuk 6 tapi rada brutal juga kalo gue teriak2 gitu di ganthari hahahaha gue nangis kesenengan gitu hahaha sinetron abis gak sih. tapi ini yg gue tunggu2, ternyata penantian gue buat sabar sekolah di bandung 6 bulan ngasih hasilnya yang setimpal banget: masuk sma kesukaan gue :)
loh kok jadi melenceng ceritanya? kan tadi rencananya mau cerita ttg hubungan gueeee hahahaha goblok juga nih. nah yaudah kan gue masuk 6 deh tuh. sempet kepikiran apakah gue bakal menemukan jodoh disini kelak HAHAHA kan gue udah jomblo lumayan lama lah pas masuk 6, jadi ya bisa laaaah tapi gue mikir cewe2 6 cakep2 semua, pasti kebanting lah gue. (ternyata diantara yg cakep2, ada jg yg kelakuannya lebih akut dr gue) udah akhirnya gue mikirin gimana biar bisa nyambung ama mereka. awal2 masuk sih, susah lah. belom gitu nyambung lah pasti namanya juga baru kenal. tapi 2 bulan 3 bulan Alhamdulillah bgt gue udah mulai bisa main sm mrk, mrk baik2 banget. welcoming gitu haha cie sok
setelah itu, suatu hari ada acara study tour gitu. taugak study tour nya kemana? ke serpong. KRIK KRIK KRIK. dimana2 tuh study tour tuh yg jauh jauh, kayak ke bandung atau ke bali gitu lah ini? berasa tamasya, deket banget -_- yaudah pada naik bus kan tuh kesana. kan gue kelas X-8, otomatis bus X-8 tuh di belakang bus X-7 kan? ya, pasti udah bisa ketebak dong? hahaha. si dia kelas x-7 dan gue kelas x-8. cieee sok 'si dia' najis ah
temen gue tuh suka ngegodain gue gara2 gue pernah bilang dia lucu. sumpah ya itu cuman muji, bener2 100% cuman muji. gak ada motif bakal jadian, motif bakal kenalan pun tuh gak pernah ada sedikit pun di otak gue. gue jg muji dia krn temen gue yg nanya terus ya gue jawab aja apa adanya. yaudah kan terus tmn gue ngmng gini 'eh sav tuh si adho' terus gue iseng aja ngmng 'wah salam ya hahahaha' demiallah itu cuman bercanda, kan gue emg orgnya kayak gitu. nah tmn gue satu lg denger, rebek lah dia. dia ngmgng2 ke adho terus nyomblang2in gitu. awalnya gue mikir 'ah apaansih' terus gue selalu nganggep itu becandaan, gue bawa asik aja yekan hahaha sok. sampe akhirnya jreng jreng kasihtau gak yaaaa hahaha jangan deng, ini kan rahasia perusahaan. cukup aku dan dia yang tau hahaha pokonya akhirnya tanggal 3 april dia nembak gue terus gue mati (ha ha ha) gadeng, terus gue jadian dehhhh ui ui krik ya? gak donggg orang fun abis gitu ceritanya, cerita cinta sepanjang masa yekan ngalahin romeo&juliet hahhahaha apadeh jayus parah. yaudahya bosen gue udah ilang nih. dudu

you've got mail

2009-07-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

dear u,

i love u, have always been the same and i'm sorry. that's all i got to say. cause i won't spend another day fighting with u, it's killing me to have those thoughts in my mind that i might lose u whenever you and i fight. i don't want it to ever happen so here i am and all i'm trying to say is that i care so much about u and hopefully u care about me just as much as i care about u. sorry once again

yours,
Savy

superpowers!

2009-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

7 superpowers I would like to have:

1. bisa ngilang. jadi kalo lagi kena masalah atau mau dimarahin atau lagi di masa2 menegangkan, tinggal ngilang aja. *triiing*

2. bisa nyepetin, muter ulang sama nyetop waktu. kalo gue suka banget sama satu momen gitu, tinggal gue stop terus gue nikmatin. atau kalo gue kgn sama masa lalu, tinggal gue muter ulang waktu. atau kalo gue lagi gak sukaaaaaaaaa bgt sama momen ini, tinggal gue cepetin. asik, kan? fufufufu

3. nyamar jadi orang lain. kalo gue kesel sama orang, gue bakal nyamar jadi orangtuanya terus gue gamparin dia. atau gak kalo gue suka sama cowo, gue nyamar jadi sahabatnya terus gue tanya2 ttg gue sekalian gue bujuk2 supaya mau sama gue hahahahaha :p

4. bunuh orang cuman dengan cara ngeliatin dia. sumpah pasti seru kalo punya kekuatan ini. kalo gue lg gedeg ama org, gue tinggal mikir 'hmmm gue pgn dia mati ahhhh' terus gue tinggal natep dia perlahan lahan atau pelototin aja kali ya biar sangar, trus gak lama kemudian..... jrenggggg. mati deh. byeeeeeeee eh tapi rada sadis jg ye

5. terbang. wiiii kayanya semua org pgn banget bisa punya kekuatan ini. asik loh kalo pgn keluar negeri, gak usah bayar tiket pesawat mahal2. tinggal terbang aja tapi pr juga kali ya terbang gitu kan pegel posisinya gitu2 aja hufft tapi hemat biaya yekan asik lagi bisa ngintipin artis2 hollywood huwaw haw ay yuuu mister

6. bisa baca pikiran orang. widih ini dia nihhhhh. best of the best! jempolannya. enak abissssh bisa tau org yg sebel ama kt, yg lagi mikirin ttg kita, yg lagi ngmngin kita jadi kita tau mana yg beneran baik sm kita dan mana yg munafik sm kita. atau mana yg demen ama kita huahauahua

7. punya kecantikan yg membius. azeeek hahahaha kalo ini sih emg gue udah punya :p keren aja gitu jadi setiap org yg liat muka kita langsung terhipnotis gak fokus gak bisa ngapa2in terus kita manfaatin deh org itu. jahat gak sih? jahat ya? bodo, yg penting mengasyikkan HAHA

2009-07-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

I love you, I really really really do. do you love me?

sok

2009-07-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

semua orang pasti pernah ngerasain disakitin sama org yg disayang kan? rasanya kayak kok dunia gak adil banget. kita udah ngasih (hampir tapi ada juga yang beneran) semuanya, kayak tujuan kita tuh cuman pengen ngeliat mereka seneng aja, bodo deh lo mesti kelimpungan ngalor ngidul yang penting mereka seneng. titik. gitu kan? tapi mrk malah ngeboongin lo, nyuekin lo, gak pernah nunjukin kalo mrk seneng sm apa yg kita lakuin atau yg kita kasih atau ngelakuin hal2 yg nyakitin banget di lo nya. lo tau lo sakit tapi lo syg ama mrk, lo cuman mau ama mrk, lo rela2in deh tuh tetep sama mereka pdhl semakin hari semakin lo mau mati digituin terus. mereka gak sadar lo sakit dan mereka terus lakuin itu dan lo kuat2in padahal lo sebenernya udah gak kuat. pernah ngerasain?
gue gak mau bilang gue pernah ngalamin atau apa tapi yaa byk lah temen gue yg suka cerita ke gue dan semua tuh intinya sama: mau disakitin sesakit apapun, kalo udah sayang, yaudah. lo jadi gak mikirin diri sendiri. lo cuman tau lo ngerasain seneng kalo ada di deket mrk dan lo gak mau keilangan rasa seneng yg lo rasain tiap dkt mereka pdhl gak jarang juga mereka bikin lo nangis2 sampe mata lo bengkak atau bikin lo bete gak napsu ngapa2in seharian. lo kdg mikir, apa mrk juga ngerasain yg sama ya? apa mereka juga menderita gini kayak lo? lo mikir terus pdhl lo tau lo gak bakal dpt jawabannya. (cie)
gue pernah ngalamin yg namanya patah hati sampe cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan beh udah pernah haha gue tau rasanya sayang sama org yg sayang sama org lain, mikirin orang yg gak pernah tau kita ada, suka sama sahabat. entah gue yg ketuaan tapi dr dulu gue udah menyoba berbagai macam variasi jenis rasa 'suka' hahahha makanya tiap ada org yg crt ke gue, gue bisa ngasih nasehat walopun kadang suka melenceng ya tapi giliran gue yg ngalamin, gue kayak mati kata gitu. bener2 gak tau mau ngapain, nanya sana sini kayak org ilang arah haha
pasti lo bingung ya knp gue nulis post super sok kayak gini? gue ceritain ya. gue punya temen. sebut aja namanya X. nah X tuh punya pacar dan dia sayaaaaaang bgt sm pcrnya. si X lagi berantem nih sama pacarnya dan si X ngerasa dia harusnya ngelepasin pacarnya aja drpd terus jadian tapi nyiksa gini. tiap masalah kecil di ributin, si X lama2 gak kuat juga. sayang sih sayang tapi bener2 batin harus gini terus hampir tiap hari. si X tau pacarnya masih sayang sama mantannya dan si X ngerasa mendingan pacarnya sama mantannya aja. gue langsung mikir.... gila, si X bener2 sesayang itu sama pacarnya sampe dia mau ngorbanin perasaannya sendiri demi bikin pacarnya seneng. dia tau pacarnya pasti seneng kalo bisa balikan sama mantannya dan si X rela ngelepas pacarnya yang dia sayangin banget itu. gila gak? gila sih kalo menurut gue. tapi menginspirasi gue juga
gue br ngerti kalo org yg bener2 sayang sama lo, dia mau ngeliat lo seneng apapun yg terjadi. walopun yg bikin dia seneng tuh lo mati misalnya, lo mau deh bunuh diri yg penting dia seneng. eh tapi gak juga sih, lebay itu mah tapi intinya kurang lebih gitulahhhh. lo gak peduli bakal ngefek apa di lo nya, lo cuman pgn dia seneng aja. gak peduli mau ngorbanin kesenengan lo, apa lo lah, rasanya puas aja bisa ngeliat dia senyum gara2 kita.
susah sih emg buat punya sifat kayak gitu, gue juga kayaknya susah bgt buat bisa sebaik kayak tmn gue itu tapi gue kagum aja. keren ya org bisa ada yg se apa ya, sebesar itu hatinya. hufft
ada kata2 'if you love somebody, don't give them your everything cause when they leave you, you have nothing' hmmm bener bgt kalo menurut gue. bokap gue jg suka ngmng, kalo pacaran jangan kasih semuanya, pacaran tuh pake otak jangan pake hati. gue kepikiran terus kata2 itu. awalnya gue mikir salah banget. pacaran pake otak? dimana2 kan sayang tuh dtgnya dr hati bukan dr otak. tapi lama kelamaan, gue ngerti. iya juga ya. itu dia contohnya. kalo syg sama org, jangan kasih semuanya. krn kalo mrk suatu hr ninggalin lo atau mutusin lo..... lo gak punya apa-apa.

2009-07-11T19:44:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO miss me?

pasti miss me, siapa yg gak miss me cobaaaa hahaha gue baru balik nih dr anyer wo hooo asik banget sumpah!!!
gadeng.
sebenernyaaaa ga seasik itu kok, gue aja menghiperbol biar lo semua pada sirik MUAHAHAHA sekalian menghibur diri dikittt tapi emg biasa aja, lagian kan gue waktu itu udah ke anyer sm temen2 gue terus ke anyer lagi terus di anyer kan kehidupannya cuman di pantai, kolam renang, ataugak kamar hotel jadi yaudah gitu2 aja tiap hari sirkulasinya eh iya sama m-mart yg ada di depan marbella ituloh sama siesta sama restoran valentine del mar, tuh ampe afal -_- tapi di m-mart mahal2 coy, mereka pinter tuh trik nya. di tiap barang gak dicantumin gitu harga2 nya kan biasanya ada tuh apa harganya berapa kan dikasih liat eeeh ini gada tau2 pas ke kasir udah satu juta aja, gadeeeeng lebay dikiiit
gue di anyer cuman renang, main selancaran dan gue hampir mati gara2 main selancaran ituuuuu may gat lo hrs tauu gue kan lg renang2 gitukan pake selancaran itu gue asik sendiri ada ombak kecil dtg gitu gue teriak2 heboh sendiri sampe anak cina ngeliatin terus pindah tempat gak mau main selancaran deket2 gue lagi -_- yaudah bodo amat lah ya kapan lg gue bisa seneng2 kaya gitu, senen udah sekolah yekan, puas2in deh tuh. terus tiba2 ada ombak guedeeeeee banget jumbo mungkin 1 meter nyampe haha gadeng, dateng menghampiri. gue napsu anjing kan, gue samperin ombaknya semangat 45 eh bukannya ke atas ombak gue malah ngehantem ombak, tenggelem, keguling2 selama berapa detik di dalem laut bercampur pasir, dan bangun2 dada gue sakit banget gabisa napas. hampir mati kannnn? yakan? iya in aja ah biar kesannya keren gitu kayak petualang2 yg suka hampir mati itu hehe kampung
sebenernya ada foto2 gue di anyer di kamera gue foto2 gue narsis gitudeh HEHEHE lo pasti butek jugalah kalo gue kasih liat isinya foto gue mencoba berbagai gaya gidudeee. ada di kamera temennya ade gue namanya farah, minta ama dia aja ya. nih msn nya... hahaha gakdeng. demen deeeeh dikasih cewe demen deeeeeh
pokonya gitulah, ade gue gaya bangedddd bawa temen2nya sumpah sok have fun with friends abis tapi emg have fun sih... gue yg gak have fun. huft
yg paling gak have fun tuh pas perjalanan balik ke jakarta. buset. sempit2an iya dah. gue duduk sebelah apa ya nyebut dia, manusia purba aja gimana? hahahaha. pokonya gue duduk sebelah org ini dan dia bau aki-aki....... dan gue pake hot pants, gue berupaya sekuat tenaga biar paha mulus gue gak menyentuh dia, nyentuh bajunya pun gue gak ikhlas hahahaha terus gue bilang gini:

gue: eh jangan napsu lu ama gue, doa dulu deh mending sblm duduk sebelah gue
manusia purba: kalo lg rame sih.... engga (muka masteng)
gue: nggg (tetep masang tampang stay cool pdhl keringet dingin, dzikir sekuat tenaga dalem ati minta perlindungan)

yaudahkan lumayan tuh 3 jam apa 4 jam, turun2 pantat gue berasa rata kaya triplek. yaudah segitu aja cerita ttg my trip to anyer. krik krik? emg sih tapi masih untung gue mau cerita ya njing!!!!! haha ga rilek. yaudah ah bingung mau crt aplg. sebenernya ada.... tapi males, ntr ada yg gimana2. lagian males ribut jg gue (SOKKK) udah ya dadah

xoxo,
Sav

Have you ever?

2009-07-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad, you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad, you'd do anything to make them understand?
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away, you'd give anything to make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart but you don't know what to say
and you don't know where to start?
Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all of your life, you'd do just about anything to look into their eyes?
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there and all you can do is wait for the day when they will care?

the notebook

2009-07-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

tadi gue abis nonton film The Notebook dan sumpah film itu sama sekali nggak ngebosenin ya. nagih malah!!! gue nonton itu bisa dibilang itu berbelas-belas kali, tuh gue aja ampe lupa sangking seringnya tapi gue gak pernah inget dialog2nya, kenapa ya? pdhl udah sering ntn (yee otak lu aja tuh emg -_-) pokonya gue belajar dari film itu (sok mempelajari gidudeeee) kalo jodoh tuh gak kemana.
beneran deh. kan di film itu, ada cowo namanya Noah dan dia tuh romantis bangeeeeet pol to the max deh, gue rasa cowo kayak gitu gak ada di dunia nyata. nah dia tuh cowo desa miskin gitu tapi ganteng naksir sama cewe kota yg tajir parah namanya Allie, cantik banget yaaaa 11:12 lah sama gue hauhauahuahua iye iye engga ah ga terima bgt gue dibilang cantik. nah yaudah awalnya si Allie jual mahal2 tai gitu kan dia tuh meremehkan si Noah, dan gue ingeeet bgt ya si Noah ngmng dia mau jadi apa yg Allie mau. kalo gak salah dia blg gini 'if you want me to be stupid, I'll be stupid' AAAAA gue jadi Allie melting seketika nyatu ama tanah langsung kalo denger cowo ngmng gitu. yaudah dari situlah mulai tumbuh benih benih cinta yekan. naksir2an lah tuh, pacaran lalalala sampe akhirnya bonyok nya Allie tau dan gak setuju terus langsung ninggalin kota itu krn emg Allie sm keluarganya rencananya cuman liburan gitu kan di kota yg ada Noah nya itu. nah mrk pisah kan tuh akhirnya, dan lo mesti tauuuuuu Noah nulis surat ke Allie tiap hari jadi total nya ada berapa ratus surat gitu dan ga pernah nyampe ke Allie krn diumpetin nyokapnya sjhdfgksdgfkdgdjkgfudgfduft dasar udah tua sirik gak bisa cinta2an hufft
yaudah ehhh emg dasarnya jodoh, kan si Allie udah mau nikah sm cowo lain, lagi nyoba2 baju nikah gitu tiba2 dia lg baca koran terus dia liat ada cowo lg jual rumahnya dan ternyata itu ngga lain ngga bukan.............Noah.
nang ning ning nang nung tekdung syalala panik kan si Allie. dia kangen bgt sama Noah akhirnya dia sepik2 mau beli rumah pdhl emg pengen ketemu sama si Noah. mereka ketemu, Noah udah jadi lulusan tentara apa gitu. akhirnya mereka jatuh cinta lg terus jadian lg setelah 7 tahun terpisahkan. aaaaaa..... gila yaa, true love never dies bangedddh
pengen deh kayak gitu. sweet banget

argh

2009-07-06T23:11:00.000-07:00

I really hate this part right here when you can't let go the past of someone that you loved. you never wanted to remember any of it but somehow somewhere you get this flashback you can't control it, it dominate your whole brain and it's killing you because you don't want to remember any of it and now all of it stuck in your head. I really hate this situation

i hate you

2009-07-06T19:34:00.000-07:00

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Promise

2009-07-06T04:39:00.000-07:00

I just wanna find you
Baby you and I can have a good time
Tell me what you like

I've been looking for somebody to talk to, love me, someone who can hold me
Is that you?

I'm looking for somebody I can call boo,
Looking for the only one who I can give my all to
Tell me if it's you

You can be my teacher I'll do homework
You can give me extra credit baby I'll do more work

Move so right, how it feels so right
You can be my prince my knight
You can be my superman save me here I am

Cause baby, there's nothing I won't do, to spend my life with you
I'll give my love to you, I promise, that I will never lie to you boy
This love we have is true just to spend my life with you
I'll give my heart to you, I promise, that I will never lie to you boy

You and me together, picture perfect
I'll spend all my time because you're worth it
It's just me and you
What you gonna do? Make a move

Call me momma, spoil you like a baby
Thinking bout you, dreaming bout you got me going crazy

I mean everything that I say
From the bottom of my heart
I will never, never, ever, hurt you
I'll open my heart and give it to you
Tell the whole world that I'm in love with you
Whatever you want, baby I'll do
I know I don't want nobody else but you

You can be my homie, I'll be waiting for you
You can be my one and only

bosen woy

2009-07-06T03:19:00.000-07:00

samlikum
lg pada ngapaiiiiin? gue bosen nih gatau mau ngapain jadinya ngepost aja deh huehuehue eh eh gue blm mandi loh :p jadi kalo ada bau2 kurang sedap, bisa jadi bau itu bersumber dari gue hahahahaha eh mendadak pgn ke anyer lg deh sm anak2 huuu seru banget, nagih! yg gaikut nyesel deeeeeh wooo haha nyebelin gak? pokonya pgn bgt ke anyer again please ntr ya kelas 2 okeoke :D
ngmng-ngmng, tgl 3 kmrn aku balikan loooh (cie) balikannya tuh cepet bgt prosesnya. duh gak usah diceritain ya, males hahahah gakdeng. bukan males tapi malu............. intinya balikan aja and I'm very happy, hopefully we'll last longer this time Amin :) cie bgt deh ah
akhirnya macup selesai. THANK GOOOOOD. gue akhirnya bisa liburan dengan tenang gak usah mikirin hari ini jadi ticketing apa buser, kedapetan shift pagi atau malem bla bla bla tailahhh gue mau liburan sekarang gada yg boleh ganggu gugat. titik. heee
btw, macup agak kurang berhasil yaaaa. sedih deh pdhl kita mati2an cr dana buat macup tapi gapapa... macup angkatan kita nanti pasti berhasil yega yega hahahahha pede. tapi beneran deh macup kmrn sepi, turut berduka juga sih ngeliat kakak2 kelas yg udah repot ini itu (sok perhatian...) tapi yagitulah males jg jelasin ntr ada pihak yang tersinggung yeh malezzzz
gue tgl 9 mau ke anyer nih sm pamili wohooo acik acik. tp dr kecil gue ama keluarga gue mulu, sekalinya ama tmn tuh yaaa br kmrn itu ke anyer. pgn banget. beda sensasinya. kalo ama temen2 tuh bebas banget nyoba ini itu, kalo ama keluarga kaki gue nyentuh air laut dikit aja nyokap gue dr seberang langsung teriak2 -_- naaah wkt kmrn, jangankan nyentuh air laut, nyebur gua ke laut hahaha naik banana boat, naik selancaran2 itu, berenang ke tengah hahahahaha seru deh. mana mas2 banana boat badannya jadi2 semua beeh alamak bgt hahahahah jiji ga? jiji bgt sih menurut gue tp emg beneran bagus2 badannya walopun kuntet2
gak sabar masuk sekolah lg deh, gak mau liburaaaan. gue pgn liat adekelas gue kaya gimana aja eyaaa udah punya adekelas nich skrg hahahaha terus ngeliat gue sekelas ama siapa aja. smg sekelasnya sm yg asik2 ye tapi pasti surem bgt tapi gpp emg jalan hidup gue udah surem wakakak
udah ah, udah ya? yaudah. dadaaah

naik kelas

2009-07-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

heyyo bloggy! sok imut again..
lagi pada ngapain nih? pasti lagi pada kangen sm gue yaaa? ahaha kan udah lama gue gak ngepost dlm bentuk cerita karangan deskriptif naratif (ngajar bahasa indonesia nih skrg?) hahaha ngmng2 soal bhs indonesia dan pelajaran lainnya, Alhamdulillah gue naik kelas :):):)
itu yaaa yg namanya lega beneran lega deh plong se plong plong nya. rasanya pgn gue peluk wali kelas gue pas gue dgr gue naik kelas. tapi gue sempet dikerjain tuh sm dia. kan sempat beredar kalo gue tuh ca to the vet terus gue tkt bgt kan blabla gitu terus pas pengambilan rapot dia blg nilai gue masih byk yg blm tuntas alamak meninggal bgt kan gue pdhl seinget gue semua tugas udh gue kumpulin dan semua guru udah gue samperin gue kiss ass lah alias merayu menggoda biar dituntasin nilai yg blm tuntasnya HEHEHE nah abis itu walikelas gue pak darmidi namanya jawa tulen gitudeh suka pake cincin gede2 tapi baik bangeddddh kalo ketemu gue suka ngmng 'km cantik hr ini, pasti tadi pagi sudah mandi ya?' nnggg -_____- eh iya lanjut, nah terus dia mukanya kaya sedih2 gitu terus bonyok gue jg mukanya sedih wah dlm hati gue udah kepikiran pindah kemana gue nanti nih ehhhh ternyata pas gue liat rapotnya tertera disitu kesimpulan: naik kelas ke XI IPS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA rasanya pgn kukecup pak darmidi my lopelope uuuuuuu sedih deh ntr kelas 2 walikelas gue bukan dia lg huhu i will always love u kok pak :) ohya buat tmn2 gue yg gak naik, hrs kuat ya. ini tuh ujian dr Allah, ambil aja hikmahNya. lo jadi bisa lbh dkt kan sm Dia. coba deh lo inget2, mungkin akhir2 ini lo udah jauh dr Dia makanya Dia ngasih ujian ini krn dia pgn lo dkt lg sm Dia artinya dia syg sm lo okeeeee (masa gue ngmng gini ke tmn gue, tmn gue nyuruh gue dakwah aja di acara2 religi yg di indosiar jahat ga -_-)
pokonya yg gak naik, tenaaaang aja. msh ada taun depan, pasti bisa lah okeoke :D
oh iya pada dtg dooong ke mahakan cup, di gor bulungan. asik loh, ada gue soalnya hr ini jadi ticketing awawawawa terus ya gue kan tugas jadi buser tuh rame2 gidudeee asik sih tapi capek banget. nihya pake kaos warna kuning krn gue emg gak punya kaos mahakam cup itu krn gue gak beli kan gak diwajibkan buat membeli terus pake celana olahraga, kaos kaki bola yg sedengkul, celana olahraga dimasukin ke dlm kaos kaki itu terus pake sendal jepit terus rabut dicepol bawah terus poni jepit samping. gue yakin tuh kalo dilepas dijalanan dikira org gila. lagian penampilannya gak layak banget. oiya buser tuh kepanjangannya... gatau deh. ada yg blg babu kebersihan, buru sergap, apa lah ini lah itu lah pokonya gaenak jadi buser. titik. tapi seru sih ngangkut2in sampah, malesnya tuh kalo digodain abang2. udah laaah udah jelek gini masih aja digodain. minta dimasukin ke kresekan sampah ya
hr ini gue ticketinggggg, pasti asik tapi membosankan krn kerjaannya cuman duduk. ntr berdiri2 pantat gue udah rata lg kaya triplek -_- yaudadeh mau sarapan dulu ya. dtg donggg ke mahakam cup hr ini tanding cheers deh kalo gak salah, tuh yg demen liat org gendong2an lempar2an naaah hahahaa ciao

xoxo,
Savy

3

2009-07-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

I wanna let you know what I was going through. All the time we were apart I thought of you.
You were in my heart. My love never changed. I still feel the same. I wanna tell you I was feeling that
way too
and if dreams were wings, you know I would have flown to you to be where you are
No matter how far and now we're back together, I wanna show you all the love I have is especially
for you
I wanna tell you how I’m certain that our love was meant to be and now that I’m next to you
I’ve waited long enough to say this. I wanna put all the hurt behind you
and I wanna bring out all the love inside you
You were in my heart, my love never changed

RANDOM! nothing serious

2009-06-27T17:59:00.000-07:00

pernah gak lo sayaaaang bgt sama org ampe lo mau lakuin apa aja buat dia? lebay sih tapi kalo lo udah sayang sama org, lo jadi buta gak sih? buta banget malah. lo mau di jahatin lo mau dibikin nangis bahkan dikhianatin berkali2 lo ttp syg sama dia ttp mau sama2 dia walopun lo tau lo nyakitin diri sendiri? tp ironisnya, senyakitin apapun hubungan lo sm dia, cuman dia yg paling bisa bikin lo seneng. lo bawaannya nyaman deket dia walopun dia sering bikin lo nangis. bingung, kan? sama.
gue punya temen yang bisa dibilang udah nemuin love of her life nya giduuu (sok). dia sih udah putus lama sama cowo itu, mereka udah setaun lebih tapi putus krn tmn gue lama2 batin juga ngadepin cowo macem begitu yakan. suka nyelingkuhin dia gitu2 tapi temen gue selalu jadiin cowo itu patokan nya. ngerti ga? tiap ada apa, pasti dia bahas si cowo itu. kayak misalnya ngeliat pensil ntar dia blg 'iiih ini pensil kesukaan si A' gitu. kayak hidupnya udah tergantung sama si cowo pdhl si cowo juga udah punya pcr lain dan jahatnya gak mau ngakuin tmn gue ini mantannya. tapi tmn gue selalu ngebanggain si cowo itu. heran? lu kira gue gak heran.
tapi itu yg bikin gue kayak terkagum-kagum gituloh. gila yaaa cewe tuh kalo udah sayang sama cowo luar biasa banget. mrk mau maafin semua salah dan nerima semua kekurangan cowo itu, kadang cewe suka lupa harga diri kalo udah sayang banget sama cowo. gue ampe skg belom nemuin nih yg kaya temen gue itu, yg bener2 cinta sejati gitu. disakitin kaya gitu sih bah seringggggggg, kebal hahaha sok tapi kalo yg sayang bgt sama cowo ampe gila2an gitu belom.
gue kalo sama cowo sayang, gue mau nyenengin dia gimanapun caranya gue coba jadi pcr yg paling oke lahhh tapi kdg gara2 niat gue itu semuanya malah berbalik nyakitin. ngerti ga? kayak gue gak pernah bisa jadi yg mrk mau dan susah bgt buat nyenengin org yg gue syg, itu akhir2nya nyakitin dan bikin gue down.
gue jg kalo abis putus, sedih bgt. gue bisa sebulan nangis2,bisa jg langsung lupa. tergantung cowonya sih. gue pernah gak nangis waktu putus pas smp (JAHAT GAAAK) tapi krn emg gue udah gak sayang jadi mau gue usahain keluar air mata atau apa ya gak bisa krn gue gak sedih putus sm dia, lega malah krn gue gak mau boongin dia lg kalo gue emg udah gak syggg. rasa syg kan bisa tumbuh, bisa pergi juga. tapi ada jg yang abadi dan gue blm pernah rasain itu. cieee
mungkin ntar kali ya kalo gue udah gede. nah kelemahan gue tuh, gue susahhhh bgt buat 'biasa aja' sama mantan. bukannya masih syg atau pgn balikan, tapi buat jadi senormal mungkin sama mantan, susahhhh bisa temenan blabla gitu. bisa sih tapi makan waktu yg lama bangedddhhhh. sebenernya bisa tapi kalo dia yg mulai duluan. gue gamau musuhan sama mantan krn gimanapun juga ya sejelek2nya hubungan kt dulu sm dia, dia pernah ada di hati kita. dia pernah ada di pikiran kita. dia pernah jadi org yg kita sayang. org yg kita nomersatuin, org yg kita puji2. pokonya mantan tuh pernah punya tempat yg spesial di hati kt jadi kalo musuhan yaa aneh aja. inget aja dulu lo pernah sayang2an sama dia.
gue dulu pernah putus sm org, terus besoknya balikan. dan 2 bulan kemudian putus. bukannya gue blg balikan tuh gak bener, sah2 aja ko tapi kalo emg hubungannya udah gak bisa dibenerin ya belom tentu balikan bisa bikin hubungan lo jadi lebih baik. mungkin emg lo lebih baik temenan walopun sayang lo ke dia lebih dr temen tapi time heals ko. lama2 syg lo berubah jadi syg ke temen.
kalo lo lg berantem sm pcr lo, gue saranin jgn pernah ambil keputusan buat vakum. jangan pernah plis bgt. vakum tuh gak nyelesein masalah, malah memperumit. vakum tuh sama aja kayak latian buat putus, pemanasan gitu. gue pernah brp kali nyoba vakum dan gak lama abis itu.... putus. nyakitin bgt. kalo lo emg udah gak mau lg ama dia atau lo ngerasa lo udah gak bisa nerusin, blg aja sejujurnya. ngajak vakum tuh sama aja kayak lo nyakitin dia pelan2. mendingan lo langsung putusin terus di dianya sakitttttt bgt tapi sakitnya gak pelan2 kayak kalo lo ngajak vakum. gue dulu pernah ngajak vakum mantan dan gue nyesel krn gak lama setelah itu gue putus sm dia krn sayang gue tiba2 berubah dan gue nyeseeeeel bgt demi Allah udah nyia2in cowo sebaik dia. nyesel parahhhh.skrg sih udah biasa aja tp kadang suka kepikiran... kenapa ya penyesalan selalu datang pada akhir. kdg kita suka nyia2in apa yg ada. ntr kalo yg ada itu pergi ninggalin kita, br deh kt sadar 'oh selama ini gue udh sia2in dia...' dan lo br sadar lg kalo dia gak bakal pernah balik ke lo. gaenak bgt loh ngerasain itu
intinya, gue nulis ini gak bermaksud apa2 ko. maaf ya kalo ada yg merasa tersindir apa gimana, gue cuman iseng doang nihhhh bangun tidur gada kerjaan hehe sekali lg maaf lho yg merasa gimana2. soli moli stlobeliiiiiiiii. its just a random post :)

xoxo,
Savy

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

2009-06-26T17:43:00.000-07:00

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

he was everything, everything that I wanted

2009-06-25T03:24:00.000-07:00

The 10 most positive and inspiring break up quotes:

“‘It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.”

—Alfred Lord Tennyson

Everyone who has suffered from a broken heart at any time has heard this quote. Unfortunately it does not give comfort at the beginning, only years later will you realize its profoundness and value.

When you understand its true meaning, then you’ll know that you’ve overcome your break up.

It is one of my favorite break up quotes.

“If you really love something set it free. If it comes back it’s yours, if not it wasn’t meant to be.”

—unknown

I heard this the first time in the movie Indecent Proposal. It illustrates the necessity of detachment, of “letting go” after a break up.

If you can let go, you will receive.

“You have to forgive and forget, to feel again.”

—unknown

There is no moving on without forgiveness, and more importantly: there is no new beginning while carrying “old emotional baggage”.

“Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart do not know how to laugh either.”

—Golda Meir

Experiencing the negative emotions is part of life. Only if we are able to go through them with our full consciousness can we also appreciate and benefit from the positive ones.

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

—unknown

Sometimes relationships can’t be fixed. That is when it’s better to move on. Sad, but very often true.

“Some people think that it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s letting go.”

—unknown

Only when you are able to completely detach yourself, can you be free. After a break up, and elsewhere in life. Be a leaf floating in a river, not knowing where it might take you. This is true freedom.

“The loss of love is not nearly as painful as our resistance to accepting it is.”

—Tigress Luv

Acceptance is one important step in healing from a break up. This is part of the painful first phase.

“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.” <--- my personal favorite!!

—unknown

This is actually some great break up advice in two ways: first you are not being needy in front of your Ex, you demonstrate strength and your Ex may wonder if s/he has made the right decision.

Also, constant smiling despite the fact that you feel terrible is a great way “to trick” your mind. By smiling, the body sends signals to the mind that you are happy, even if you are not. Eventually the mind WILL accept the state of the body.

This is simple neuro-linguistic programming.

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

—M. Kathleen Casey

This is a great one.

It means that you have the choice to accept the pain and not allow it to turn into suffering.

One of the main reasons that mental pain turns into suffering is continual mental reasoning. We can break that vicious cycle by learning to control our thoughts.

“I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.” <--- this one is my favorite too

—unknown

It is a great accomplishment to realize that we loved a concept, a picture we had in our minds, rather than the person himself. When we break up, it’s this concept we miss, and what causes the pain is the failure of the same :)

2009-06-20T09:22:00.000-07:00

I can see the pain living in your eyes

And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of

Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

Rehab - Rihanna

2009-06-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
I guess that's what I get
for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

Natasha NUR Sadrina

2009-06-18T04:12:00.000-07:00

oke. jadi sebenernya kejadian ini udah lamaaaaaaa buangedh tapi tiba2 gue keinget dan gue mau membaginya ama lo semuaaaaa. seneng kan? seneng dooong (apasih)
lumayan laaah hiburan dikala jenuhnya sore yekaaan (lebih apasih lagi)
oke jadi pada suatu sore... kan gue latian cheers ya kayak biasa di senayan pulang sekolah jam 4-5an gitu nah pas lg istirahat gue ranny acha siapa lg gitu lupa pokonya banyak deh ngobrol2. terus kt bercanda2, ngmngin org blabla terus tiba2 acha melontarkan kalimat yang bisa dibilang amazing banget yang sebenernya gak diduga2 bakal keluar dr mulut dia. tau gak apa? 'gue pengen kawin'
HAHAHAHA GADENG. menurut gue dan yg lain yang ada di lokasi tempat kejadian sih kocaggggh tapi gatau ya kalo menurut lo, pokonya dia ngmng gini:

gue: sampah banget lu cha
ranny: iye tapi marsha laaah yang paling sampah dr semua sampah nomer satu deh dia
acha: ha? wah brt gue harus melebihi marsha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (muka gak santai, nada bicara semangat 45)
semuanya: ....
(suasana hening)

baru kali ini... dlm 16 tahun hidup gue gadeng lebay tapi bnr2 baru kali ini ada org yang pengen jadi sampah nomer satu, dimana-mana kan dibilang sampah aja ogah aplg dibilang sampah nomer satu. lah ini demen dibilang sampah, pengen jadi sampah nomer satu lagi. dosa apaaa ya gua punya temen kaya begini ck minta dikubur idup2 banget ga sihhh hahahahahaha tapi aku love kamu loh acha a.k.a Natasha Nur Sadrina ;)

ala bulbo di friendster ahauhauahua

2009-06-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

gimana kalo tiba2 ada orang gak jelas nyamperin lo terus ngmng gini sama lo:

heh

-wey gue punya nama kaliiii

siapa sih lo

-yang jelas bukan temen lo

bagi duit dong

-dih udah sok jutek akhir2nya minta duit juga lu wooo timpukin jg nih

gua laper nih 3 hr belom makan

-curcol?

lo cantik deh

-lah emg kan? kmn aja lau

sexy lagi

-akulah mahluk tuhan yang tercipta yang paling sexy lalala

yang

-digoyang digoyang maaas

kayanya gue suka deh sm lo

-iler lo tuh bersihin dulu br ngmng suka

jadi cewe gue ya

-aku udah ada yang punya :p

yah anjing lo

-elo tainya

gue bakal nungguin lo ampe kapan pun

-kalo besok tiba2 gue jadi botak, masuk SLB, borokan, item dekil, masih mau nungguin?

plis dong jadi cewe gue, gue suka bgt sm lo. gue gak pernah ngerasain ini, gue dulu selalu disakitin cewe

-eh jangan jadi curhat gitu dong, seret jodoh lu ya? ke biro jodoh aja gih sana

yaudah ah gue pergi aja

-Alhamdulillah

selamat tinggal kekasih

-iye ati2

maaf ya rada gak jelas, lagi kangen ngisi bulletin board di friendster nih tapi friendster gue udah entah gak tau dimana jadinya pelampiasan hasrat disini deh hehehe maaf ya kalo a little bit alay-ish tapi kan kt semua dulu dempet jadi alay hahahaha :p

dear you

2009-06-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Dear you,
Okay, I know you're already asleep this minute but I haven't and I got nothing else to do so I decided to write down what's inside my heart. This may be a little bit cheesy and I'm sorry but it's coming from my heart and hopefully you'll like it, it's just a simple words :p
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I always will. No matter how sometimes you can make me really-really want to kill myself but that's the way I feel :) oh, I almost forgetting something. Just so you know, when I don't message you, doesn't mean I forgot about you. I was just giving you time to miss me!
ok, I think enough of the cheesy-ness. I'm going to bed. See you in my dreams pretty boy :p

today?

2009-06-14T07:08:00.001-07:00

so, today..... gue ke pimpampom huah satu kata: bosen. gue udah enek bgt ke pim, rasa2nya udah kayak ke rumah sodara. udah afal gue semua jalan2 disitu, bahkan tempat2 kamar mandinya gue afal hahahahaha tadinya gue mau ntn drag me to hell sama adho tapi dia gak bisa krn dia capek abis pulang dr singapur jdnya gak jadi deh huffft gaya ya dia sok2an keluar negeri hahahaha gk deng. gue merana bgt sendirian di pim, muter2 aja kayak org kehilangan arah. emg gue lg kehilangan arah sih skrg, gue lg tertimpa masalah yang bisa dibilang cukup berat ya tapi gue gak bisa ngasitau apaan tapi gue rasa beberapa juga udah tau kok. yg udah tau... diem2 aja ya, psst. yg belom tau yaaaa DL hauahauahua gak laaah. pokonya masalah ini berhasil bgt bikin gue pusing 100 keliling dan badmood seharian penuh. gak tenang, perasaan takut, sensasi2 gak enak gimanaaa gitu aduh udah kenyang bgt gue ngerasain kayak gitu akhir2 ini. gue pgn masalah ini cepet selesai dan smg hasilnya memuaskan amin ya Allah
oke, lanjut. jadi ya gue ke pim sendirian dan akhirnya tasya menyusuli gueeee. awww tasya tuh emg pacar sesungguhnya gue :) dia sm nyokapnya gitu mau nonton yaudah dia nemenin gue bentar duduk2 di foodcourt, fotobox buat cheers, ngmngin Goo Jun-Pyo :p hahaha terus ya gitu2. eeeh gue dijemput setelah kurang lebih 4 jam mondar mandir sendirian di pim. tolong 4 jam sodara-sodara, udah lumayan menyiksa tuh berasa ansos selama 4 jam. untung ada tasya, walopun cuman kayak figuran di sinetron datengnya cuman sekilas haha tapi lumayan mengobati kebosenan gue sendirian di pim, aplg poninya lg dikebelakangin alhasil jidat 30cm nya keliatan wkakakaka menghibur bangetttt, lafyuh sitiiiii ♥
A-a-a-a-a-a-akhirnya gue dijemput bokap gue dan abis dari situ gue ke gambir. ngapain? dagang minuman. ha ha yakali, nganterin nyokap gue mau ke surabaya naik kereta api terus dr sana ke pim lagi.... MEN. tapi gpp, adek gue laper. kasian juga di rumah gue miskin makanan hahahaha naudjubilah jangan ampe beneran miskin makanan. jadi hr ini gak ada yg spesial. krik krik
besok sekolah lg, remed komputer maygat lisan pula! hell.... mau mati bangeeed eh eh doain gue naik ya guyssssss naik kelas msk IPS amin ya robbal? Alaminnnnnnnnnnnn

Goo Jun-Pyo ♥

2009-06-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

kenalin.... cowo gue nih :) namanya Goo Jun-Pyo, sebenernya nama aslinya Lee Min Hoo tapi di serial BBF a.k.a yg semua org tau gak lain gak bukan Boys Before Flowers auouououou namanya Goo Jun-Pyo dan dia ganteng bangeeedh disitu gue gak boong plis banget dong pindah ke jakarta masuk 6 terus jadian sm gue mihihihihihi dih ngarep girl. inget udah punya laki -_-
tapiiiii sumpah dia pria korea yang gue gilai setelah Bi Rain di full house nih aaaa kenapa ya gue sukanya yang cina2? eh tapi bukan cina2 glodok yang keringetnya bau babi terus poninya dahsyat2 itu ya bukan soriiii hahaha aahhhh ngeliatin foto2 dia bikin gue jadi gak menentu jadi gundah gulana nih jadi asal2an ngmngnya hahaha apasih udah ah pokonya ganteng banget nget nget nget maaf ya rada lebay tapi gue lg crazy in love bgt nih sm dia uhuuuuuuu nGfAnZ BgDh aM4 DyA PkOnA .. HiM aLwAyZ x)

gak jelas

2009-06-13T22:21:00.000-07:00

susah banget buat jadi orang yang pengertian, sabar, dan mau nerima apa adanya sekaligus. susahnya lahir batin men

100 truths about me

2009-06-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: teh botol zozro
2. Last phone call: bunda
3. Last text message: nara
4. Last song you listened to: hollaback girl - gwen stefani
5. Last time you cried: blablabla

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yyyeeeaaaahhh
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: well..... no :p
9. Lost someone special: my uncle :(
10. Been depressed: YES I AM NOW
11. Been drunk and threw up: i dont even drink

LIST THREE FAVORITE PEOPLE:
12. family
13. girlfriends&friends uuu kiss2
14. adddhhhh

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes :)
16. Fallen out of love: maybe yes, maybe no
17. Laughed until you cried: yes, once i laughed so hard i peed in my pants
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe in the future i'll meet him
19. Found out who your true friends were: hem ham him hum dont know
20. Found out someone was talking about you: everybody are talking bout me, since im the most good-looking girl in here HAHA
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: i kissed a girl lala
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: gak pernah ngitung
23. How many kids do you want to have: 10-20an
24. Do you have any pets: yep
25. Do you want to change your name: NO because Siti is the most unique name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: made a wish hush hush
27. What time did you wake up today: 05.00 dammit
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: telpunan
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: WEEKENDS
30. Last time you saw your Mother: tadi barusan doi baru keluar dari kamar guwew
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i want to be a better person (behhh sadis)
32. What are you listening to right now: love songs
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom and jerry
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: waiting for si ceking kekurangan gizi to reply my message
35. Most visited webpage: yg gahoels2 gidudee (tailah)
36. Whats your real name: Luna Maya
37. Nicknames: savy, betty, capila, saveiya, sapirah, neng pirak, si cantik (gk deng yg terahir boong)
38. Relationship Status: single..... HAHA gadeng. taken kok taken
39. Zodiac sign: pisces
40. Male or female?: le
41. Elementary?: azka terus kebuang ke avicenna. gk ada yg tau avicenna kan? nah yaudah bubar dadaaa
42. Middle School?: 19 Junior High School Jakarta. cakebbb
43. High school/college?: smu 6 jaksss
44. Hair colour: blacky wacky
45. Long or short: Long bangeeed ampe kyk barongsai
46. Height: 168cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : yes no yes no yes no terserah lau deh
48: What do you like about yourself? : my lips slurrrp
49. Piercings: on my ears
50. Tattoos: tatto2an gitu yg pake bulpen gitu adanya. termasuk tatto gak tuh yg kaya begitu
51. Righty or lefty: Right handed

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: waktu masih kecilllll
53. First piercing: di kuping benga udah dibilangin juga
54. First best friend: semuanya aja deh... luph u oll x)
55. First sport you joined: basketball. jegger abis kannn
56. First vacation: luuupa

58. First pair of trainers: nanya beginian dah penting bener

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: eating heart (makan hati maksudnya ha ha ha)
60. Drinking: noooo
61. I'm about to : sleep. hoahm
62. Listening to: SONGGGGS
63. Waiting on: the world to change lalala

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: BANGEDH
65. Get Married?: of course :)
66. Career?: artis sinetron. krik krik

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both :)
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker :p

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: enggak lah geylaaa
77. Drank hard liquor: hard liquor tuh apa?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: iye taeee mahal tuh softlens satuannya
79. Sex on first date: NO
80. Broken someone's heart: idk but hopefully never heeee
82. Been arrested: nopepepepe
83. Turned someone down: yes, sorry :(
84. Cried when someone died: yakali dah gak nangis
85. Fallen for a friend?: jhsdguagsfkagfoiueg yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles:YES
88. Love at first sight: YES
89. Heaven: tell me about it
90. Santa Claus: yes haha
91. Kissing on the first date: hmm, no lah (sok)
92. Angels: iyalah secara gue salah satu dr mereka yakan........

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfried: berasa laku punya pcr lebih dr satu
95. Did you sing today?: yes ulala ulala
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no as long as they don't cheat on me
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: kasitau gak yaaaa
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: pertanyaannya mulai mendalam nihhhh
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes...........
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: iye

stick with u

2009-06-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna go another day,

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.

Seems like everybody's breaking up

Throwing their love away

But I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better

I must stick with you forever.

Nobody gonna take me higher

I must stick with you.

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you, my baby.

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.

See the way we ride in our private lives,

Ain't nobody getting in between.

I want you to know that you're the only one for me

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need

And now

I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.

I got you,

We'll be making love endlessly.

I'm with you

Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about

People hanging around,

They ain't bringing us down.

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts.

un-oficial love story

2009-06-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

one day, there lived a princess and her name was Princess Nosey. She was not a pretty princess but she has always dreamed of a true love, of a Prince Charming with a white horse came and saved her. Until one day, she met a random guy when she was walking around the woods with her horse. He was quite charming and attractive and he smiled at the princess. the princess was shocked and smiled politely back at him. Princess Nosey felt something was different but she wasn't thinking about it very much as she went home. The next day, as she took another walk with her horse at the same place, she met that guy again. He still looked charming and attractive like yesterday. He has this huge smile that lighted up princess's heart. the princess quickly fell in love and cannot wait to see him again the next day.
the next morning, princess Nosey woke up and got ready very fastly to go for a walk to see that guy again. she ran to the woods and that guy was already there. he made his way to the princess and asked her name. the princess answered and asked him back and his name was Tally. they fell in love with each other and got in to a relationship.
the first month was great. they walked their horses together, played along together, sang along, and done a lot of fun stuff together. they even planned on getting married! they were so in love.
until one day, they got into a big big fight and Tally changed the way he act towards the princess. he wasn't the same old Tally that the princess fell in love with. Princess Nosey was very upset, she didn't know what to do or to say. she can't leave him, she loved him! she aplogized but things just didn't change.
blabla udah ah bosen dadah

2009-06-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

I hope one day, like 10 years from now on when I'm about 25 years old, a guy would say this to me:

"I wanna be with you cause you're the only one I want to see lying next to me when I wake up in the morning 50 years later, you're the only one I want to kiss goodnight, I want to see you give birth to my kids and you're the only one I want to share my love with until the day I die. I love you. I love everything about you, even your flaws and all. you're the reason that I lived and I want you to always be there for me cause you're the angel of mine. God created Eve for Adam, like He created you for me." :p

am I crazy or I am crazy

2009-06-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm so bored erggghhh GOSH!!! please I want some food i'm hungry...... but i can't eat cause i still haven't finished my homework yet and it's like a bunch of them not just one and my teacher looking for me like some granny looking for her cat and i don't wanna meet her cause she annoys me a lot i just can't stand her and you know what i may be a little bit telling too much but tomorrow is my second anniversary with my boyfriend and last night we got into a huge fight and i hate it i regret it it was my fault i was so sorry and now he's mad at me he's not talking to me i said sorry but he didn't forgive me i don't know if he going to say anything tomorrow i'm stressed out and today is just the baddest day in my life. can anything be any worse than thisssssssss? I think I should just kill myself don't you think? ok byebye

Gadis's favorite quote! (i like this quote too)

2009-05-31T03:50:00.000-07:00

"never say I love you
if you really don't care.

never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there.

never hold my hand
if you are going to break my heart.

never say you're going to
if you don't really plan to start.

never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie.

never say hello
if what you really mean is goodbye.

if you really mean forever
then say you will try.

mever say forever
cause forever makes me cry"

can you?

2009-05-31T01:22:00.001-07:00

everytime you see me, hold me like you'll never see me again. and everytime you see me, look at me like this is the last time you'll ever look at me. everytime you see me, tell me how much you love me like you'll never see me again. and everytime you see me, give me your tightest hug like this is the last time you'll ever hug me. everytime you see me, remind me all the things we had like tomorrow you'll never see me again. and everytime you see me, smile at me like this is the last time you'll ever see me looking at your smile. everytime you see me, tell me how happy you are when you're with me like this the last time we'll ever gonna spend time together. and everytime you see me, say it that you'd cherish every moment we've spent like there's no tomorrow. everytime you see me, tell me that this was everything that you were wishing for like tomorrow I'll be gone forever. and everytime you see me, tell me that I'm a good girlfriend I don't care if you're lying but please say it like I'll never gonna be your girlfriend again. everytime you see me, tell me you're afraid to lose me like you're about to lose me on the next day. so, everytime you see me, pretend like this is the last time we're ever gonna be together. can you please do that for me?

today today today

2009-05-30T10:54:00.000-07:00

hello. bosen nih gak bisa bobo, enaknya ngapain ya? OH I KNOW!!!!!! gue ceritain tentang aktivitas gue hr ini aja yaaa? sip. oke, hari ini gue pergi gitudeh sama anak2 ke stroberi kafe mau main jumanji yang katanya seru abis itu looh.. gue ampe bela2in kabur dr acara keluarga (HA HA) dan nahan2 ingus gue yg gak bisa diajak kompromi. sumpah ya.. gue udah puyeng bgt nih kena penyakit macem pilek. mana tadi ya pas latian cheers kan diajarin gerakan2 dance gitu kan lailahailawlah yg namanya mau mati tuh aduuuuh masalahnya ada gerakan2 yg mengaharuskan gue buat nunduk dan ingus gue langsung merosot kayak naik perosotan. lagi cair2nya nih, kapan kentelnya sih langsung aja deh enakan yg kentel ijo gitu drpd yg cair2 bening begini hhhhhhh
baydeway, berhubung pas kita ke stroberi kafe yg panasnya udah berasa neraka buka cabang itu jumanji nya di renovasi akhirnya kita memutuskan buat pergi dr situ. gue gadis acha adis sama nissa ke pim duluan krn katanya yg lain jg mau ke pim tapi krn kt udah lapernya gak ketulungan kita jadinya duluan mau makan sushi nyammm pas nyampe sana... rame bangeddddh. rasanya gajadi laper. pas kita ke sushi groove, rame mom-push. terus katanya ada si ratih sama lakinya di sushi tei jd kita mau jb2 gidu decccc ama mrk eh pas kt ke sushi tei, penuh bgttttt. males duluan mau msk eh tiba2 ketemu ratih sama pcrnya tuh si aris kayanya mrk gajadi ke sushi tei tapi gatau juga sih rada sotoy juga tapi kayanya sih gitu. eh kt dpt kabar ternyata pada di sampit oh yaudah akhirnya gue sm yg lain brgan tammy ke sampit, ratih gaikut yaaa secara ya ada lakinye hahahaha nyampe sampit udah rame tuh. gue jadi rada gaenak soalnya mrk nungguin kita uuuuu sespecial itukah kita..... uiui
nyampe sana gue rada bt soalnya gada si tiang a.k.a adho tapi gpp sih sumpah gue tadinya bt tapi langsung sekut lg soalnya rame dan gue mikir dia jg pasti gak dtg, dia gak ngabarin gue gitu cuman nelfon siang2 itu jg cuman nanyain lg dimana yaya whatever. nah terus abis dr sana kt semua disuruh ngikutin mobilnya shendy katanya kita mau dibawa ke tempat rahasia. gue sama bella sama2 mikir wah jgn2 kita mau dibawa ke taman lawang hahahahhahaha emg ya ckck ternyata dugaan gue sm bella salahhhh, kt dibawa ke taman suropati kalo gak salah namanya. wajar ya gue buta jalanan nih gak afal nama2 jalan atau taman gitu hahahahaha eh pas nyampe sana ternyata ada sosok2 tinggi jangkung rambutnya berbentuk kotak yg rasa2nya gue kenal.... eh ternyata si adho hahahahah tapi gue biasa aja sih ngeliat dia, seneng sihhhh tapi berhubung lagi am um am im um am um am jadinya ya rada..... you know lah haha yaudah ah ngaco aja nih. udah gitu makan lah disana akhirnya ya makan jg ckck makan nasi gila behhh wuenak tenan mas. abis makan sama basa basi busuk ngobrol2 gitu pulang deh semua ke kfc terus dr kfc pada balik ke rumah masing2. the end

bener bangetttttt

2009-05-30T10:36:00.000-07:00

" it's been said that relationships are based on honesty and loyalty. without them, there will be no relationship "

iseng

2009-05-29T18:13:00.000-07:00

pagi semua.... kaget gak gue ngepost sepagi ini? ga pagi bgt juga sih, eh gatau deng. menurut lo kalo bangun jam 8an gitu pas hr libur termasuk pagi bgt gak sih? kalo menurut gue, engga ah. normal2 aja soalnya gue gak kebo gurlz huahuahua apa deh -_-
eh iya, gue nemu notebook gue gitukannnn yg udah luamaaaa buangeeet gue inget bgt tuh notebook gue beli waktu gue br lulus smp dan menjelang kepindahan gue ke Bandung huhuhuhu kenangan buruk serta luka lama bgt kalo inget momen2 detik2 terakhir gue di Jakarta. jadi ya gue beli nih notebook terus gue tempel2in foto2 gue sm temen2 gue, pas wisuda pas liburan ke cijeruk pas prom wah macem2 deh banyak lah pokonya terus ada jg kayak salam perpisahan dr temen2 gue tapi ada jg yang ngisi cuman 'calon utas neh' penting bangedh. nah terus ya makin kebelakang makin mellow gicu dec isinya haha ada curahan hati gue ttg... orang dr masa lalu YA GAK USAH DIBAHAS nah terus makin kebelakang ada tulisan2 yg sok mau gue buat lirik lagu gitu deh hsuwhsuwksjwhsukwjs kenapa sih emaaang? kalo ampe bisa jadi lagu terus lagunya bagus pake lirik hasil buatan gue itu.... gamungkin juga sih ya kalo dipikir2 gitu tapi coba liat dulu laaaaah. nih ya, maaf kalo rada norax :p

ada 2 coy, ini yg pertama judulnya 'Forever' (sok forever bgt). ini tuh terinsipirasi dari kehidupan nyata gue loh, sedih kan hix hix

You were my 24/7
You were there from the start
We shared the laughter
and also the tears
You made me laugh but you also made me blue
I wish for you to just dissapeared from my life
But I still can't imagine my life without you

Now you walked away for real
Just because one night, you left our story forever
Our story that we built since forever
I cired when you walked away, I'd admit
But, I won't shed a tear no more

You pretend like you forget about us
You just seem to push me away
You don't remember the ways you used to hurt me
Now you pretend like this was all my fault
The bracelet you gave to me on my birthday
The t-shirt you gave to me on my birthday
It's like you used to be my bestfriend and my brother
It's like now you're gone, something's missing from my life
You're holding hands with other girl and left me
Maybe I should've known from the start that I need to leave you before you leave me
It's just not fair

jijik kaaaaaaaaaan??? gue gatau knp gue bisa jadi mellow marshmallow begitu, iyuuuh bgt. eh dianjurkan loh buat yg abis baca jangan makan apa minum dulu, ntr muntah loh (cie... ngelawak ya sav? ketawa ga yaaaaa)
eh eh ini lirik ke dua, ini iseng2an kok bukan pengalaman hidup (SOK) atau buat siapa2, just for fun :p ini kalo lo lg naksir beratz gitu kan sama orang terus lo pengennya ama dia moeloe, apa2 ama dia ini itu ama dia nah ini rada2 berbau kaya begitu nih liriknya cieciecie
ohya judulnya 'Crazy About It' 2 kali lipat lebih menjijikan dr yg pertama yakan......

Let's run away, forget what happened
Let's get in the car and drive nowhere
I'll be Wendy and you'll be my Peterpan
I'll wait every night for you to show up by my window
and then we'll dance together in the sky

Cause you know I would spend my day daydreaming about you
I'm crazy about your smile
and the way you make me laugh
I'm positively addicted to you
The way you wear your hoodie
and the way you fix your hair
That face that you made everytime you drive your dad's car
or when you start to be annoyed by your mom
I'm crazy about it

When we talk on the phone, I can't stop smiling
When you laugh at my jokes and the way you say you miss me
It makes me love you even more
It looks like love has finally found me right when I found you

jijik yaaaa hahahah tulisan bocah putih biru yg baru menghirup udara kebebasan nih hahahahahaha udah ah malu niwc :$ udah dulu ya ntr kapan2 lagi okeeeee, mau latian cheers nih. dont miss me oke? i'll be back

I wish I was Lucy :p

2009-05-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

I've just watched a movie called 50 First Dates and it was such a great and the most romantic movie everrrrr! it's not like the cheesy kinda romantic but it's more like the cool romantic one maybe because the roles were played by Adam Sandler, Drew Barrymore, and more. They're like A-Lister, maybe that's what make this movie seem so cool.... and sweet. That's the poster of the movie below up there, well the picture is kinda gross especially the one with henry tried to kiss lucy and lucy was totally grossed by him. But, the movie is ahhhh-mazing! I wish I was Lucy, she's got this short-term memory lost so everything that happen to her, she'll automatically forget about it on the next day. If a guy I'm totally in love with hurt me, I can totally completely forget about it on the next day and I don't have to get trough those heart-broken-all-crying-listening-to-crappy-sad-song-and-make-yourself-feel-worst moment and I've always, always, always wanted to be treated special by a guy cause I've never been treated special by a guy except my father. You know, to be loved by someone who is crazy about you and would die for you. Fairytale-ish, I know but daydreaming won't kill me, right? Besides, I believe in fairy-tales even though much of people says it doesn't exist. Anyway, this is my favorite quote of the movie:

Lucy: I don't know who you are, Henry... but I dream about you almost every night.
Lucy: Why?
Henry: What would you say if I told you that notebook you read every day used to have a lot of stuff about me in it?
Lucy: I would say that that makes a lot of sense.
Henry: You erased me from your memories because you thought you were holding me back from having a full and happy life. But you made a mistake. Being with you is the only way I could have a full and happy life. You're the girl of my dreams... and apparently, I'm the man of yours.
Lucy: Henry. It's nice to meet you.
Henry: Lucy, it's nice to meet you too.

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awwwwwwwwwwwww

when you feel it's coming to an end

2009-05-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, so much better off.......separated

soulmates <3

2009-05-22T04:51:00.000-07:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

bye x-8

2009-05-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari terakhir belajar seperti biasa di kelas..... men. nyesek gak sih?? perasaan baruuuuuuu bgt kmrn gue jadi anak baru, masih malu malu kutching pedut, duduk di belakanga mulu sama tya si anak setan huahua, baru kenal sama tasya ninta dan lain lain masih jaim2an gitu yg ngmng cuman buat basa basi busuk doang dan sekarang mesti pisah aaaaa sedih benjets. kayak ga rela gitu loh. gue ngerasa kayak 'aaaah blm puas brg2 x-8, masih pengen brg terussss' tapi bukan berarti pengen brg terus masudnya veter loh tapiiiii bareng2 kalo bis kls 2 semuanya sekelas lg! tapi pada beda2 sih, ada yg mau ips ada yg mau ipa hufff kenapa sih mesti ada penjurusan segala? jadi kepisah2 tai! (loh ga rilek) haahahha aaaa sedih bgt deh. mana tadi pelajaran terakhir kan matematika noh si pak agus dan dia baiknya naudjubilaaaa lo mau joged2 gendong2an pas dia lg ngajar juga dia gabakal marah (gatau emg bener baik, kelewat santai, apa masa bodo gangerti deh tapi yg penting asik yekan) nah dia ngmng gitu macem2 deh yg bikin gue sediiiiiih bgt. terus dia blg gini 'waktu awal ketemu kalian, saya kasih kalian tebak2an. sekarang saya juga akan menutup pertemuan terakhir kita dengan tebak2an' HUHUHUHUHUHUHU pgn gue peluk si pak agus etsss ets ets ets ndak bole tapi sedih aja yagaksih. walopun gue sm x-8 gak dr awal, baru2 ini doang gabung tapi sedih bgt kerasa bgt pas mau pisah. karena kita main brg, ngegila brg. pasti bakal kgn bgtbgtbgt ngegosip brg cewex cewex, ledekin si tya brg2 tasya, curcol sm novy, ngeliatin cowo2 main starter lah apa lah, ampe disiksa disampah2in tigor gue jg bakal kangen bangeeeet aaaa gue tkt pas kls 2 semua jd gak deket lg. yg anak ips mainnya sama anak ips, yg ipa sama yg ipa taikannnn gamau kaya gitu maunya bareng2 teyussss. doain gue naik kelas ya, gue takuuuut bgt gak naik. gue pgn banggain bonyok gue (jieeh.. curcol), gue mesti naik pokonya terus masuk ips terus kuliah jurusan komunikasi di UI terus jadi public relation AMINNNNN aminin oke? oke sip. yaudadeh sekian dul ya. buat x-8, loveyou aja deh :')

what a girl wants

2009-05-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

Man what is going on with you?
Why you treat her like you do?
When you know the girl is all about you
tell me
Why you always lose your head?
Should find a better way to handle it
You need to stop this game before you mess around and lose
What a girl wants, what a girl needs
is a guy to be there for her
What a girl wants, what a girl needs
is honesty, love and a friend
You always coming down on her
Why?
using all those foul words
Why?
When you know that she'll do anything for you
tell me
Why you always lie to her?
And doing things she don't deserve?
Man if you don't stop then she'll end up leaving you
You don't know what you got until its gone
And you left all alone and she'll be up and out the door and I'll be right there to say I told you so
No more you had your chance, take a hike, should've been a man
Now she's gone. All because you were doing wrong
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
Is a guy whose gonna be right there for her as a friend and somebody she can talk to
(lyrics by B2K - What A Girl Wants)

hopefully these simple lyrics can represent how i really feel deep down inside. how it really feels to be ignored, being blamed for someone else's mistake, always have to be the one who get hurt, to be the one who always have to understand but never being understood, to be the one who's caring for someone who doesn't really care, to be the one who love that someone too much it makes her stupid, the one who will do anything to make that someone happy but never being appreciated for what she's done to make that someone happy.

you know what?

2009-05-07T04:03:00.001-07:00

i hate ranny

when you really had nothing to do

2009-05-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

heyyo bloggy!!! sok imut gaaa? kalo menurut gue sih imut beneran ;p

hari ini aku gak sekolah dikarenakan aku sakit huhuhuhuhu bete deh pdhl hari ini mau pada nyurprisein ayesh gitu katanya kan dia ulangtaun hix hix happy birthday ayesha traktiran donggg wiwiwi dasar penyakit datang tak dijemput pulang tak diantar hufft skg menunjukkan pukul 3 sore dan gue belom mandi dari pagi TADAAAAA wajarlaaah kan gue lg sakit, kena air dikit aja langsung meriang. maklum, tubuhku sensitif... aw

eh gue takut gak naik kelas nih ck gimana ya? soalnya bokap gue ngancem gituuu ampe gue gak naik kelas, gue mau dinikahin masa! hiii... serem. waktu kecil sih gue semangat dengernya secara di bayangan gue orang nikah tuh pasti bahagia seneng2 kaya di kartun2 princess disney itulooh sama di sinetron2 sama telenovela tapi semakin kesini gue makin gak mau. gila lo dinikahin umur segini, berasa manohara aja gue. tapi katanya emg mirip sih gue ama dia HAHA gue kan masih pgn kuliah, jadi asisten dosen ngarep ketinggian tapi aminin ajalah apa salahnya, jadi guru tk, jadi public relation, jadi artis sinetron huhuhuhuhu gak mau nikah cepet2, makanya harus belajar yg bener biar naik kelas!!! tapi males belajar... huhu gimans dums

btw tgl 3 kemaren aku sebulanan looooh wiwawa wiwawa :3 seneng deeech. kita ketemuan gitu ntn saman bareng di manggarai, colongan pacaran yegak hahahahaha abistu ke pim. krik krik tapi lumayan laaah buat sebulanan. gue gak tau nih mau ngasih apa, rencananya siiiih gue mau ngasih.... ADADEH RAHASIA DOOONG :p:p

pasti gondok deh hahaha gaenak lah kalo dikasitau, ntr jadi gak surprise lagi jadi ga seru lagiiii. gpp kan? yayayayaya? hihi aduuuh keringetan nih panas bgt disini mana kaki gue digrogotin nyamuk gituuu jiji banget ga sih gatel2 nih skrg grrrrr

bingung boi mau nulis apalagi. bete sih tapi ternyata nulis di blog gak mengobati rasa bosan gue yg sudah amat menjadi jadi ini. doain gue naik kelas aja deh guyzzzz, sama doain awet yaaa sama adho hihihihi loveya takecare mwach

Savyyyy

today <3

2009-05-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

hari ini adalah hari yang sangat melelahkan... huff. LO HARUS TAU! sante sav hahaha krik lo taukaaaan gue dan teman2 gue ikutan acara baju adat budaya itu yg dalam rangka memperingati hari pendidikan nasionalllllll? itu latiannya parah kan ya malah latian yg terahir yg sehari sebelom hari H nya ampe jam 5 sore dan itu menguras tenaga dan menyiksa lahir batin, gue ampe tepar banget ampe rumah tulang gue langsung jadi lembek semua kelemer2 langsung ga bertenaga gue udh malesh abish gitu kaaan tapi gue mikir 'ah harus kuat kan mau tampil depan para menteri dan ribuan org lainnya' oke tolong dicatat bagian ribuan orang lainnya dan ternyata pas tadi hari H kt tampil, yg ntn kita yg gue kira ribuan orang lebih mengurang derastis menjadi hanya sekitar 20an orang kurang lebih (ga kok lo gak salah baca, 20an bener gada rekayasa atau fiksi belaka). WOW fantastis bukan -_- selebihnya bangku kosong yg ntn kita wihi asik kan. jujur gue.......... MURKA. gue beteeee gue atit ati kenapa sihhhh latian nya lebay bgt ampe berjam-jam tapi tampilnya ternyata cuman 20 menit diatas panggung reyok yg ga begitu meyakinkan buat gerak banyak2 takutnya tiba2 ambruk terus kt meninggal kejeblos ke dlm dan cuman ditonton kira2 20 orang -_- JADI APA ARTINYA LATIAN ITU SELAMA INI?? BUAT APAAAAA??? dasar jigong ya emg tau gini mending gak usah ikutan dr awal. gue udh tau dr roman2nya, pasti emg bakal gak begitu bagus nih krn dipilihnya jg asal2an bukan yg emg anak padus atau suaranya bagus dan baju adat gue o may gat dari budaya 'kutai' oke namanya aja udah suram kutai kaya ngatain diri sendiri gitu madesu abis gitukan uik uik tp gpp krn atribut baju kutai bling2 semua alias dr anting ampe kalung ampe mahkota mengkilap2 sumpah kaya orang kaya gue ama pasangan baju adat gue si junet tadi wedeeeeh gpplah sehari ngerasain jd orang elit hahahahah mana kt eksis abis gitu tadi foto2 terus, foto sama menteri lagi! tapi kita gak disalamin, cuman yg baris di depan doang ckck kan lumayan nih tangan rakyat gue disentuh tangan pak menteri, sebuah kebanggaan yakan hahahah village gurlz nich gue eh iya hari ini ada kejadian super goblok di bis perjalanan ke depdiknas tadi pagi yang dilakoni olehku, ardo, dan manda. JA DI GI NI, pas perjalanan ke depdiknas buat tampil di acara nista itu gue duduk sama ardo manda daaaan kt ngmngin seseorang dan itu par-rah. kenapa parah? krn ternyata org yg kt omongin duduk gak jauh dr kita...... jeng jeng moment bgt kan. pas ardo blg ternyata org itu gak duduk jauh dr kita, kita langsung diam tanpa kita, hidung kembang kempis, nafas tidak beraturan, keringet dingin menetes mengalir di pelipis mata, dan saling bertatap penuh kegalauan aplg ardo sempet ngmng 'kok dia murahan sih' dengan polosnya dan suara ardo datar tapi berat dan toa dan feeling2 gue kayanya itu org denger makanya dia jadi sksd gitu sama kt semenjak pembicaraan illegal kita bertiga ttg si dia. maaf ya, kita ga bermaksud ngatain kamu hanya tapiiii gossip itu asik, sori mori demori ya mohon maaf lahir batin :) jahat ga hahahahaha btw today ladies girlssss loooh wiwiwiwi asik kaaaaan ada rame bgt deh pada karaokean di music pool dan itu asik benjets! bikin gue lupa sama............. seseorang hm. yakkk gapenting OKE pokonya asik banget deh nyanyi2 nari2 pokonya i lobh it, gue tadi bikin videoklip sama adis pas lagu nuansa bening gue jadi vidi nya dan itu kewl abis gaboong bukan krn gue yg jadi vidi nya loh yaaa hahahaha uwiii kapan2 lagi yaaa cewex cewex loveyou gurlz :D oiya besok ntn saman asiiiiik pasti seru deh walopun agak2nya bakal panas gitu ya kayanya (sotoy style) terus besok juga gue sebulanan tapi ya gitu yaudadeh ntr ajeye lanjut gue capek abith nich dubiduuuuuu

will you?

2009-04-30T03:36:00.001-07:00

if i disappear one day, will you go looking for me and try to find me?

if i cry, will you be able to stop the tears from falling down my face?

if i get lost, will you try to light out the way for me?

if the rain fall down on me, will you give your umbrella for me?

if i feel cold, will you take off your jacket and give it to me to make me feel warm even though it means that you'll be the one that feel cold?

if i get thirsty, will you give your last drop of water for me?

if i get hungry, will you give your only food for me even though you feel hungrier than me?

if i need you, will you be able to leave everything to be there for me?

if i miss you and want to go somewhere with you when you're hanging out with your friends, will you be able to leave your friends and be with me?

if i get angry, will you try to calm me down?

if i ever decided to leave you, will you hug me and never let me go?

if i feel sick, will you be there to cure me?

if i need a friend, will you be my friend for a while?

if i get hurt by you, will you apologize and feel guilty?

if i hug you, will you hug me back and whisper to my ear lovely words about me?

if i sit down next to you, will you hold my hand?

if i walk together with you across the road, will you walk beside me to protect me from the cars?

if i hang up on you, will you call me back?

if i feel bored, will you make me laugh?

if i say something or do something stupid, will you still like me?

and if i say 'i love you', will you promise to never hurt me?

:'(

2009-04-30T03:11:00.000-07:00

ok, so today i cried. i went home and then tears fell down my face, just like that. i used bajay and then right after i jumped in, i lost my power. i cannot control it, i really really wanna cry so then i cried but it didn't help. i still feel bad deep down inside. until now.

so this is how the story begins. i was at school and i was ready to go home so i text my boyfriend and i told him that i'm already standing in front of the school waiting for him. i wanted to see him before i go home. but he said he was at the audio visual room so i decided to wait for him until he come out. it was so boring, fortunately i wasn't alone. i was with ardo, manda and fadil. we were both laughing, talking about stuff (really funny and kinda mean stuff cause we were talking about someone. sorry i can't tell you who but it was sooo entertaining talking about this particular person) i was about to die because it was so long and then came novy, ayesh, they just got back from sma 61. they were preparing for saman competition or something, i don't know. it was like.. yeah, finally i can wait for him cause now i got more companies. but they were starving so we went to blok m plaza to catch up some food. we ate in hoka hoka bento but i didn't eat anything cause i didn't have any money left. anyway, he called me and then he asked where i am. i told him to come join me in hoka hoka bento but he didn't want to he said he's in park and he's tired blabla and then he hung up on me and i was like 'hm, okay'. i let go, i wasn't thinking about it very much that he hung up on me. it's a normal thing.

i really wanna see him so i text him and told him to go to the school and meet me afterward. the mssage was delivered so then i said goodbye to my gal pals except ardo, hm, he's a guy so he's my guy pal. i went to school i was like half running cause i thought i already made him wait, i didn't want to make him wait any longer. i arrived at school but no one was there. i called him to make sure where he was really at and he told me he was already on his way back home..............................

he apologized though but sometimes apology isn't always enough, right?

feels like insomnia

2009-04-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

judulnya nya sok asik abis gitu ya dipikir2.... hahahahha sebenernya gak bisa tidur aja tuc tapi kalo gue nulis 'gak bisa tidur' yailah org ngeliat judulnya jg udah males mau ngebaca bawaannya mikirnya 'wah obrolan tengah malam yg ngalor ngidul nih pasti kalo judulnya begini..' wakaka gadeng le-bay. ok anywaaaaay hari ini gue capeeeeek pek pek pek (menggema) bgt dan badmood. gue lg mau dapet nih gue kalo dapet jadi marah2 gitu semua org gue sewotin (loh kok jadi curcol) selain itu, ada lg! tanya kenapapapapapa? krn hari ini tuuh kurang lebih ada 6 kesialan yg terjadi:

1. latian nyanyi lagu daerah buat tgl 2 mei nanti (2 mei alias hari pendidikan nasional, pasti pada gak tau deh......hayo ngaku) dan itu lagu2nya berbagai bahasa dr berbagai daerah, bahasa luar angkasa semua

2. latiannya di depdiknas dan pake upacara segala dan itu hottie hottie bgt (hottie maksudnya panas loh ya bukan cowo 'hot' yakali deh ada cowo yg hot di depdiknas) tapi untungnyaaaaaa gue manda sama siapa lupa namanya disuruh masuk gitu gabung ama yg udah dipilih duluan buat nyambut menteri (jieeh..) dan di dlm tuh walopun gak dingin tapi adem lah better drpd di luar kaya dioseng-oseng panasnya dan walopun agak sedikit mt gurlz guenya sm yg lain yg upacara di luar (secara ya tigor terus2an menganiaya gue krn ke mt an gue yg tidak di sengaja itu) tp gmn ya, sori mori demori ajadeh fufu

3. abis latian adat budaya itu, latian cheers ampe jam setengah 7 kurang lebih. brb mati, sampe ketemu di alam baka. bye

4. diadainnya tgl 2 mei a.k.a hari SABTU!!! huwaw betchye sabtu mesti bangun pagiiiii jam 7 udah mesti nyampe ke depdiknas mengenakan baju adat yg pasti ribet bgt itu... hee yamko rambe yamko aro nawa kombe

5. ade gue dibeliin hp baru. 2. 2 hape baru. tolong ya gue perjelas, HP BARU! tolong di bold, underline, stabilo. hp nokia yg gsm sama hp e71. sedangkan gue stuckkk sama hp n70 gue yg udah gue pake sejak kelas 1 smp. jkahruajbfckagfa WAD DE HEL ada yg mau nampung gue gak kalo gue kabur dr rumah? galah gamungkin ngabur, ntr uang sekolah gua siapa yg bayar kalo gue ngabur

6. pulsa gue tinggal 11 rupiah jd gak bisa telfonan sama ayank ku HAHA jiji ga ayank ku bahasanya? ga sih biasa aja sebenernya ha-ha daaaaan dompet gue kosong melompong kepompong ompong cuman tinggal bon bon restoran toko gitu2 doang coba bisa gue sihir jadi duit, udah dapet tuh 200 ribuan. menye

tapiii se eng ga nya sabtu ada yg mau nraktir gitchu deccc namanya ARDO APRILLIO huahuahuahua dia kan ulangtaun hr ini, selamat ya gurlz. yg pada mau makan gratis sushi tei hari sabtu ke pim aja ya jam 2 siang oke :D eh ya do smg tambah mesra sama tim omet-mu tersayang (tim omet tuh kata ardo sekumpulan gay yg suka mandi brg pipis brg dan kayanya ardo naksir sama mereka. psst) oya hari ini pendengar curhat setia gue noh si fariz hehe jg ultah loooh, happy birthday ya riz wish u all di bes haha udah ah ngantuks nich lanjut ntar ya dubiduuuu mwach-a

Mine

2009-04-27T04:39:00.000-07:00

If i was a flower growing wild and free

All i'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if i was a tree growing tall and greeen

All i'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, i know i'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

If you were a wink, i'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well i'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, i'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, i know i'd be a hug

If you were the wood, i'd be the fire.

If you were the love, i'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, i'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, i'd learn to float

3.4.9 :)

selamat jalan ya, Om Jimmy

2009-04-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari yang berdukaaaaa bgt buat gue sama keluarga gue krn adek paling kecil nyokap gue alias om gue meninggal dunia innalilahi wainna ilaihi rajiun huhuhuhuhu om gue yang itu rada rese ama gue suka ngajakin debat tapi skg gue kgn bgt debat2an ama dia.. aplg dia suka neraktir gue burger king dan dia itu asik bgt orgnya. tiap gue bandel dikit terus nyokap gue mulai marah2, pasti dia ngebelain gue. dia pasti blg 'udahlah dia kan udah gede, gpp lah' skg udah gada lg yang kaya gitu huuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu sumpah gue ganyangka bakal sesedih ini. pas pertama denger berita itu gue syok tapi masih biasa aja, eh pas liat jenazahnya yailah inang itu yg namanya lemes iya dah bener2 nangis kejer kaya abis diputusin cowo dan gue ngeliat nyokap gue sama ade2nya (nyokap gue anak pertama) nangis gila2an pas ngeliat om gue udah kaku pucet gitu terus mrk pegangan tangan saling pelukan.. ya Allah gue langsung nangis bgt. gue ngebayangin ampe ade gue satu2nya meninggal nanti gue bakal gimana ya ckck ikut masuk ke kuburannya mungkin. gila ini aja nyokap gue ditinggal adeknya yg terahir pdhl masih ada adek2nya yg lain udah down bgt ampe teriak2 pas om gue mau dimasukin ke kuburan, aplg gue ya yg cuman punya ade satu2nya ckckck aaaa sedih :'(
om, ati2 di jalan ya. kalo udah nyampe sana, salam ya om buat oma opa. maaf ya om aku bukan ponakan yg baik suka ngata2in om narsis tapi aku syg om yaaa om tuh the best, the coolest and irreplaceable bgt. om baik2 ya disana, facebook om jimmy gimana nih? aku aja yg urus ya, lagi laku loh om byk yg ngisi wall om jimmy tumben om yegak hehehehehe baik2 ya om disana, ntr kita ketemu lg ya kapan2 :')

coba pake bahasa inggris jieh

2009-04-23T22:56:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I'm soooooo bored! It's like I'm dying, I really don't know what to do. I checked my facebook like zillion times already and I already replied all the wall, viewed the photos uhhh but, anyway... I'm going to ranch market buncit this evening with my elementary school girlfriends yessss can't wait! It's going to be fun! all the gossiping taking photo stuff it would be a great day hopefully because I'm so bored and I miss my boyfriend so much huhuhu I had this fight with him last night, it's because of a small thing actually but like any other typical new couple it get into a big problem cause now he's not talking to me. He don't even text me or call me which is suck cause I miss him so badly right now :( I admit it that I was wrong I told him about something I shouldn't tell him but I apologized already last night! I text him like three times and then I cried because he didn't reply any of them. great.

You must be wondering why I'm using this language? haha I was inspired by my friend. I saw her blog and all of her posts is using english language and she looks cool using english language. I'm not trying to look cool like her but I'm enjoying it while I'm reading her posts, so hopefully you feel the same when you read this :p udah ah capek jg ya nginggris mulu, udh ah deee

awwwww

2009-04-18T20:14:00.000-07:00

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad. Carry you around when your arthritis is bad. All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches. Build you a fire if the furnace breaks. Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you. I'll miss you, I'll kiss you. Give you my coat when you are cold. I'll need you. I'll feed you, even let ya hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink. Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink. I could be the man who grows old with you. I wanna grow old with you (Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler Ost. The Wedding Singer)

this is life a.k.a begini nasib

2009-04-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

eh gatau kenapa gue ngasih judul post ini 'begini nasib' -_- gatau knp tiba2 terlintas lagu yg begini nasib jadi bujangan syalala dum dum kan gamungkin ya gue disebut bujangan secara ya gue wanita tulen 100% luar dan dalam bisa di cek tapi gatau knp kayanya kata2 begini nasib pas bgt sama kondisi kehidupan gue skrg, kehidupan cinta lebih tepatnya -_- uuuuuuuuu

kangen a*** deeeeh haha sok disensor gitu. tp dia geeran gue malesh pasti kalo dia baca ini dia akan kesenengan dia pasti bakal jungkir balik loncat2 plontang planting naik halilintar niagara gara loh kok jadi berbagai wahana di dufan gue sebutin -_- intinya begitu dia itu ge er an makanya gue mls ngmng love2an sama dia wakakakak aduuuh mana hari ini dia mau launching jaket abistu mau ribut!!!! AAAAAARGH dia itu kan hiperaktif, gue takut ntr pas muter gir malah berbalik kena mukanya -_- oh no jangan ampe, kasian udah jelek jd tambah jelek HAHA haduh doain ya guyzzzz smg dia ga kenapa2 ampe dia kenapa2 gue gaakan bisa maafin diri gue sendiri!!! krik.... krik....

pokonya goodluck ya semua cowo2 2k8!

BTW ARDO MASA IKUT JUGA LOH wakakakak dia kan lenje menye kelemer2 gitu, gue bayangin dia nonjok aja buset langsung hilang selera, gimana kalo liat beneran? meninggal di tempat sangking ngakaknya kali gua iyadah hahaha smg aja dia ga knp2 okeeeee huff btw kepala gue pusying benjet nich abis disuruh roll depan berulang2 kali pas lat cheers huhuhuhuhu yg bisa cartwheel disuruh cartwheel, kalo gak bisa, ya yg tipe2 gua begini deh, yaaa roll depan deh tuh ampe bunting. buset kepala gue sakit bgt cenat cenut gue reflek daritadi nyanyi 'minum oskadol es pe' yg iklan aki2 nyanyi keroncong2 itu loooooh. gila pusing banget. campur aduk deh perasaan gue. takut adho kenapa2, males besok ada geografi mana catetan gue ga lengkap, dan... this is my biggest fear ever, takut ga naik kls HUAAAAA gosipnya ya masa kata acha, anak2 baru suka dikorbanin jadi ya begitu aduh ga kuat jelasinnya :'( takut bgt sumpahhh ya Allah ampe gue ganaik kelas, jadi bencong ngamen aja gue sumpah lebih mending dah drpd jadi veter ya Allah jangan ampeeee naudzubillah min dzalik, mana gue solatnya masih bolong2, banyak puasa yg blm gue bayar astagfirullah Allahuakbar Allah masa besaaaar ampun ya Allah haduh dzikir deh gue abis ini yaaaa, setressssss

hari ini gada kejadian yg begitu mengasyikkan, biaza aza. tapi tadi gue ama gita hampir ntn cowo2 ribut loooooooch, gita mau liat raka pacarnya tapi gajadi krn kita ketinggalan akhirnya kita menerima nasib berdiam diri di kfc sama ciput ayes dan anak2 saman fufufufu aaah adho ga ngabarin gue nih, bt banget. ck. kok gue jadi serba adho sih -_- ganti topiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik!

yaudadeh semakin gue ngetik, kepala gue semakin berdenyat denyut (halah) udah dulu ye ntr malem lanjoets, take care ppl (baru tau singkatan people kemaren udah langsung dipake terus. gayaaaa)

panic gurlz,

Sapi

A

2009-04-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

i love you you know that, don't you?

well.....

2009-04-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

huaaaaah baru bangun niccccccch. HALO SEMUA! pie kabare? duh gue lg agak kurang baik nih soalnya badan gue pegel2 huffff mana keringetan non stop krn emg panas bgt disini krn ac gue rusak dan satu rumah cuman mengandalkan satu kipas angin yg udah reyot yg bunyinya ngeprek2 gue takut bgt kalo tiba2 kipas angin itu meledak soalnya bunyinya ga meyakinkan dan anginnya ga nyampe ke badan cuman nyampe berapa senti dari badan dan sekalinya nyampe cumaan kerasa di bulu tangan -_- this is very very hot, just like me ouch duh bosen nihhhh libur ampe minggu tapi dot noh wat tu du. kemana ya enaknyaaaa? pgn jalan deh tapi ama siapaaaaa. ama adho aja aaaah HAHAHA ayodong yg mau jalan, jalan yuuu. kmrn gue udah jalan sebenernya ke blok m plaza sama my pamili terus karaokean gitu yg di dlm box itu loh yg satu lagu 4.500 wakakakak terus nonton monsters vs. aliens, imut ya aku tontonannya kaya begituaaaan wihihi kocak sih tapi cepet bgt filmnya. perasaan gue br duduk eh udah kelar aja ckck tapi bagus kok, good for refreshing banget soalnya kocak pelemnya. duh kangen massive deeeh, bukan d'masiv ya tolong deh yakali ya -_- oh iya katanya d'masiv plagiat masa!!!!! huf gaterima gue kan masiver sejati enak aja d'masiv diblg plagiat lagu2 luar negeri, sirik aja sih loE yg nuduh nuduh!!!!! ribut deh sini sm gue nyihaaaaah apasih sav gj wo -_- kangen 3.8 juganihhhh parrrrah oh iya salah satu personil mulut 3 cewexxx putus masa huhuhu namanya terry. kasian ya diaaaa aaaa ilobhu tewwwwwtia, be strong gurlz oke ck sedih deh.

btw gue hari ini udah seminggu loh jadian sm adho hauahuahauahua bangga kan ceritanya nyampe seminggu. semoga nyampe ya sebulan, dua bulan, tiga bulan, empat bulan dan seterusnya ampe setaun amiiiiiiiiiiin :p oh iya kmrn tgl 8 makrab looooooccccch! asik asik seru. diadainnya di rumah adis dan alhamdulillah rame yg datengggg. asik deh gue dr pagi di rumah adis jadi sempet tidur2an, main2 sama keyboard itu byk loh jenis2 lagunya ada lagu anak2 tk lagu binal (thats my song uh uh yeah) lagu sok asik byk deh terus ampe ngotorin jg sempet ckck maaf ya adis, novy, raras hufff gue tau novy udah gedeg bgt ama gue pas gue numpahin minuman, udah klimaks tuh hahahaha maaf ya novy my angel mwah. terus ya akhirnya begitu jadi awalnya gue dtg ke sekolah nih pagi2, tadinya mau cabut tapi ada yg sok ngelarang gitu deh lala akhirnya gajadi cabut gue kan ja di lah gue dtg ke sekolah eh sakit hati banget pas gue nyampe pas bgt gerbangnya baru ditutup WUANJAFJUHSDGFSJHJSHHSUDHSDAMN nah terus gue frustasi kan tuh ya mana nyokap gue udah ngabur aja lg udah maen ngiprit aja yaudah eh tiba2 ada gadis. itu bagaikan secercah cahaya penolong yaudah akhirnya gue peluk2an mesra2an terus kita ngeliat adis anissa, dlm ati YES ADA TEMEN SENASIB LAINNYA eh ternyata selidik punya selidik mrk ga tepe, mereka cuman keluar bentar tapi bisa masuk lg krn udah naro tas di dlm. ngek mt kan -_- yaudah para mt gurlz itu masuk kan ke 6 gue sama gadis tinggalah berdua eeeh tiba2 makin byk aja yg tepe. ada ciput, acha lidah rakyat (masa lagu a whole new world bagian reff nya kalo dinyanyiin ama dia liriknya berubah jadi i hope you know, melenceng jauh kan), gita virgahhhh, dan tya the ghost child a.k.a anak setan titisan iblis. nah yaudah kan ya kita akhirnya ke mcd dan TADAAA.... ada raras novy diffa azik khantz. ada ryzki sama dimas kadas juga ohya dimas jg tepe loh. yaudah akhirnya yg cewe2 ke melawai beli kue kue kecil buat makrab yg cowo2 kmn gatau lupa gue terus abistu kita semua lgsg ke rumah adis terus beres2 deeeeh. terus sekitar jam 5an kebawah mulai dtg tuh anak2 mulai rame mulai rusuh mulai heboh hip hip hura pokonya makrab kmrn menurut gue asik abiz dehhhh pokonya i love u ya 2008 eyaaaaa wihiiiy yaudahya segini dulu ntr coming soon yg lainnya, bersambung dulu ya bye darling2queh

lots of love,

Siti

2009-04-09T07:22:00.001-07:00

oke conf ini sebenernya bukan conf gue tapi conf tmn gue sama tmnnya dan gatau kenapa ini kocak di mata gue kalo di mata lo ga kocak cek aja gih ke dokter mata berarti mata lo ada yg salah... krik, nih ya chat log nya:

Dara says:

lo blm kenal sm dia

Dara says:

tp tiap ketemu dia senyumin lo

Dara says:

lo bakal ngerasa jijik apa biasa aja?

Mochamad Fardiansyah:

gw cium aja langsung

.............. brb gantung diri

dear a

2009-04-04T19:26:00.000-07:00

give me more loving than I've ever had, make it all better when I'm feeling sad. Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not. Make me feel good when I hurt so bad, barely getting mad, I'm so glad I found you. I love being around you, you make it easy.

Give me more loving from the very start, piece me back together when I fall apart, tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

There's only one thing to do, three words for I love you.

There's only one way to say, those three words and that's what I'll do. I love you :)

aaaa

2009-04-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

ALOHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

huffff bete nich gada kerjaan ga kemana2 jg padahal satnite huuu eh tp bokap gue ulangtaun lohhhhhhhhhhh yg ke 49 taun haha tua kan dia, udah menjelang kakek2 tapi masih suka merasa seumuran sama gue -_- btw happy birthday ya ayaaaaah smg pjg umur, sehat terus, temenin aku terus, nambahin uang jajan ;p HAHAHA cewe matre cewe matre kelaut aje lala hmm ohya gue blm cerita ya cerita ter hot sepanjang tahun 2009 ini bahwa gue.......... JA DI AN hahahahaha yaps gue jadian loch sama org namanya adho hehehe namanya sebenernya muhammad ridho tapi dia mau sok gaya jadilah nama bekennya 'adho'. jadiannya kemaren jd udah dua hari jadian happy 2 days ya dho! hahahaha krik krik jeger. mau tau gimana nembaknya?? dia bawain mawar gitu ke rumah gue terus bawa kue buatan sendiri terus ada spanduk 'would u be my girl' gitu deh..... gadeng itu ngarepnya sih ya -_- kenyataannya dia hanya menembak di depan kelas berapa tuh ruang 14 kayanya dan itu gelap banget dan itu cuman berdua dan itu cuman 'gue syg sm lo mauga jadi cewe gue' 'iya mau' tapi it makes me happy krn akhirnya kt jadiannnn ;p mhemh gausah ke gr an deh dho kalo ngebaca, kan lo pede ya dho jadi org ihhh hahahaha gue sebenernya pgn ceritain gimana proses penembakannya tapi itu rada panjang dan jari2ku sedang not in the mood buat ngetik yg panjang2 hahahaha gue jg rada ngantuk nih jadi ga konsen ntr deh kpn gue ceritain detailnya kalo udah full stamina lg coming soon ok hmmm pokonya gue hepiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii smg kt awet ya dho ami NING NANG NING NUNG JUNGPLAK HAHAHAH SOK ABISSSSSSSSSSS yaudadeh pokonya kt harus awet ya dhooo hehehe :p oh iya tgl jadiannya sama loooh kaya bella-dadat, org cuman beda brp jam nembaknya hahahaha kita emg sehati ya bel wihiiiy awet ya bel sama telor dadat lapyu dah ya mwah

Sapiya

2009-03-27T08:05:00.000-07:00

A boy: hey, you know what? I just figured out something today.

A girl: what's that?

A boy: mmm, but promise me you won't laugh.

A girl: okay, okay.

A boy: well, you know people say we only fall in love once but I can't seem to believe it.

A girl: why?

A boy: cause every time I see you, I fall in love over and over again, more than just once.

A girl: (:

dying of a bored heart, not of a broken heart

2009-03-25T21:12:00.000-07:00

hari ini libur tapi entah mengapa tidak mengesankan -_- biasanya waktu sd tiap libur pasti seneng, pagi2 ntn kartun doraemon atauga sorenya main sepeda ama tetangga atauga ke rumah sodara atauga ke luar kota. kalo skrg...... empty. bokap main golf, nyokap ngintilin bokap, ade sibuk smsan, mba sibuk masak, mba yg satu lg sibuk ngurus anaknya, aku sendirian. huffff tapi asik ntr renang ama keluarga abistu ke pim wihiiiiiiiiiiiy yaudadeh sekian ya wassalam

lalilulelove

2009-03-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

I think I could like you, I already do. Feelings can grow but they can go away, too. Don't be in a rush to get me tonight. I feel something happening, could this be a spark? To satisfy me baby, you gotta satisfy my heart. If you want me so much, first I have to know are you thoughtful and kind? Do you care what's on my mind? Or am I just for show?

I think I could like you but I keep holding back. Cause I can't seem to tell if you're fiction or fact. Show me you can laugh, show me you can cry. Show me who you really are deep down inside.

Bring me some flowers, conversations for hours to see if we really connect and baby if we do I'll be giving all my love to you ;p

insomnia by craig david

2009-03-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

feels like insomnia aaaaaaaah feels like insomnia aaaaaaah....

love it love it love it! pls siapapun yg punya agu itu minta dooong plissssssssssssss

2009-03-21T22:02:00.000-07:00

Hercules: Meg, why did you... You didn't have to...

Megara: People do crazy things when they're in love.

sorry if this post isn't important or what so ever, I just love disney movies especially Hercules cause he's cute and I really like this quote, don't mind ok :p

2009-03-21T12:00:00.000-07:00

"If you love somebody,

let them go.

For if they return,

they were always yours.

If they don't,

they were never."

gimana ya gimanakek

2009-03-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

hari ini outing class......... hore -_- oke ga hore2 banget sebenernya, the truth is outing class nya is very very kentang gosong alias garing. krik krik. udah kentang, gosong pula. wassalam

okay lo pgn taukaaaan knp garing? ya karena kita outing class tapi cuman ke serpong yang jarak serpong-jakarta cuman sejam. krik pertama itu ya. nah krik kedua adalah pas nyampe serpong kita cuman ngelilingin satu gedung. tiap bis satu gedung nah pas banget bis gue sama kls x-9 jadi krn bis nya kekurangan jadinyaada yang dicampur2 dan gue brgan mereka. lah yaiyalahnya masa se bis sama x-9 sekelasnya sm x-2 gamungkin dong yaaaa ah kok gue garing sih ketularan orang2 puspitek mungkin ya. pas nyampe gedung puspitek, kita semua duduk di ruangan yang guedeeeee banget segede bangsat dan kita disuruh duduk. ada dua lantai. gile ye satu ruangan dua lantai buset udah kaya mau nonton teater (plis bgt ketawa, itu gue ngelawak uiui) akhirnya gue ama anak2 terlantar lainnya yg gadapet tempat duduk di bagian bawah belakang yang agak2 gelap roman2nya seperti nuansa mesum. oke kita telat krn gue novy dan tya si anak ghost mau pipis. tasya ikut nemenin padahaaaal sebenernya dia gakbisa jauh2 tuh dr aQ.... yaudah akhirnya di ruangan yang gede itu pertama bu kd kaya ngasih sambutan. oh iya bukan krisdayanti loh! bu kd adalah bu Kadarwati dia itu kepala sekolah 6 yang imoetz mhihihihi nah udah gitu kita dipasangin video ada sby nya lah apanya lah ama tetek bengek semuanya ada disitu tentang puspitek yang sama sekali gak menggugah selera -_- gue alhasil dengerin ipod aja sama sesekali gossip ria sm novy-ashiva-sarah, gossipin..................adadeCh mau aja ciyh qmu, tak cubit kamu ya

nah udah gitu kan ya gue udah pgn balik banget duh pas nyampe gdung nuklir. bisa buat bom and the geng loh disitu. ga dikasi liat sih proses pembuatannya pdhl gue ngarep banget di hari yang super garing itu ada satu keasyikan yang tak terlupakan tapi nyatanya gada tuc. udah gitu ternyata kita salah tempat, pada gedeg dong ya akhirnya pada naik bis lg sambil ngedumel dumel eh lo taugak ternyata cuman berapa senti di sebelah tempatnya jadi naik bis cuman cuiiiit. udah. nyampe. yailah inang gue di dlm bis sekali lg cuman bisa pasrah lilahitaallah -_-

udah selesai liat kanan kiri basa basi busuk kita disuruh ngisi soal apalah tailah ya haha udah kan tuh akhirnya its eating time! wihiiiiy seenganya lah gue bisa ngapain kek gitu makan buat ngilangin kepenatan gue abis ngeliat nuklir radiasi dan kawan2. lo mesti tau yaa ada flying fox loooh seru deh diatas kali gitu apa empang taudeh pokonya warnanya kaya warni kali. ada yg kecebur wahahaha gue lupa deh siapa gue ga meratiin, gue asik ngobrol ama ardo ampe di cie in coba yaaaa huffff yakali deh gue sm ardo, diakan rada2 menyimpang alias gay HAHAH gadeng dodyyyy lopyuh, semua pada cie2in pas gue jalan berdua ama dia pdhl emg lg pengen jalan2 tapi emg pada sirik kali ya aplg marsha nih paling nepson nyie-in nya, doyan banget kayanya kalo melihat gue teraniaya di cie2in ama ardodyku. udah abis itu akhirnya sampailah pada momen yang gue tunggu-tunggu yaitu............. let me go hooooome, im just too far from where you are i wanna go home. yes, pulang!!!! wihiiiiiy. pas jalan mau ke 6 semuanya bobok lelap nyenyak, ada yang pulang duluan diturunin gitu ada looh. ya sebenernya td tuh ngelewatin rmh gue tp nyokap gue udah terlanjur nyampe 6 jadi yaaa gue tidur aja di bis ampe nyampe 6. enak kok lumayan pw. yaudahdeh sampe 6 gue langsung nyerobot keluar bis (ga juga sih lebay) terus nyusulin nyokap yg parkir di aquarius terus pu lang.... huah thanks God (cie sok) yaudadeh w capek niccc mau bobok, ntar w nulis2 lg yaaaa lw jnand bocen dund bca blog w keeey eh ya masa ya selama di bis gue disiksa terus sm tigor ada deh orang batak ganas gitu pdhl gue sm dia sama2 batak tapi gue gak se ahat dia tuh eh masa ya dia ngmng gini:

(suasana sunyi senyap, angin ac sepoi2, damai tentram)

batak ganas a.k.a tigor: eh liat aja ntar ya gue kunciin lu di ruangan nuklir biar mandul!

batak cantique a.k.a savira: biarin!! ampe gue mandul, gue culik anak lo ntar

batak ganas: lah gpp ntar gue bikin lg

(semua ketawa, dlm hati 'ya emg lu doyan')

blablabla

2009-02-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

well well well (cie sok) hari ini gue ke pim doooong yelah bangga ke pim doang -_- tp tadi gue jalan gituuuu sm kiky-echa, ratieh-aries, acha, ciput, odie, sama marshampah hahaha ampun sha. nah udah kan tuh yaa jalan, awalnya gue jln sendiri terus akhirnya dipungut sama kiky dan echa, echa itu pcrnya kiky anak alpus 3 dia baiiiik sekali tapi kata2nya kdg menyelekit -_- masa dia bikin tebak2an yg bikin gue ngerasa org paling ga berotak sedunia. gausah disebutin deh gue yakin lo ngebacanya pasti lo lgsg ilfil sm gue knp gue terlahir dengan otak yang berkapasitas berfikirnya sedikit krikkkk jadilah gue nyemplok ama kikyecha, jb jb cinta gidu deeeeh. gue sih ama kiky udah knl dr smp secara yaaa sekolah kita depan2an terus satu tempat les terus sama2 temennya sarahranny loh jadi curcol nahloh apasssih haha i love u kiky nah kalo sm echa br kenal tp anaknya baik kok asik walopun yaaaaa..........oke,lanjut. HAHA nah batin gue udah cukup tersiksa nih ya jln sm dua sejoli anang krisdayanti ngeliat mrk gelayot2an peluk2an eeeeeeh tiba2 ada ratieh dan pcrnya hm yang hm yang gitudeh ga sanggup nulisnya salting berat nich hahahaha gadeng. NAH JADILAH gue pacaran sm angin -_- semuanya gandengan tgn macem2 mana si ratieh dan pcrnya ikut jb wailah warobi makin mati aja gue tinggal sendirian akhirnya gue jd meratiin satpam pim ternyata lumayan jg oke jg tadinya mau pdkt tapi mls ah kumisnya tebel bgt iyuh nah udah jalan terus kt ke wendys eh ketemu acha ciput tuh beduaan yaudah akhirnya mrk jb, si acha pake sepatu high heels keren geydu deeeh gue naksir bgt ama sepatunya eh tp jgn blg2 acha ya dia kan gr an ntar kupingnya udah gede tmbh gede lg ahahahahha ampun cha. udah rame2 kan udah lumayan tertolong lah kesendirian gue, dtg lg marsha sm odie. yaudah mrk jb, biasa kan marsha gakbisa diem. mulai deh makanan org dicomot2in, milo gue aja keanya diabisin deh sm dia tanpa sadar gue. udah kan mrk jb terus tiba2 marsha mendadak pgn pupi, GUE JUGAAAAA. gue lega akhirnya gue punya temen pupi brg. yaudah kita pupi brg tp gue takut kalo bau gimana? yaudah kt berdua sepakat sebelahan tmpt pupi nya biar ga terdeteksi baunya. udah kan pupi brg, marsha ngesotin hpnya ke tmpt gue pupi dia nanya *beeeeeeeeeep* (disensor ya, terlalu brutal nih) gue bales aja iya iya iya sampe tiba tiba tanpa sengaja keluar bunyi yang tidak diharapkan bunyi superior bunyi sengau sengau menjerit yg agak fales...................................

kentut

oke bangedh kan. yaps gue kentut. JIJIK KAN. tp gimana dong gue bnr2 gatau itu keluar dgn sendirinya sbnrnya gue udah ada feeling bakal keluar tuh something2 tapi bener2 ini diluar kuasa dan kehendak gue, mungkin dia gak tahan lama2 di dlm badan gue lalala dan begonya lg marsha dgr. jadilah keluar2 dia ngakak ga ketulungan ampe guling2 ampe makanin tissue toilet gadeng lebay pokonya ketawanya meledek banget ampe ibu2 yang ngantri ngeliat marsha dgn tatapan hina. marsha kan recet, dia blg deh tuh ke org2 peristiwa yg bikin gue malu ngaku nama gue savira, dan bunyinya tuh superior banget kea dipakein sound system dan gue rasa ada anak kecil yg dgr soalnya keluar2, gue ngeliat anak kecil yg lagi nutup idung sambil ketakutan ngeliat gue. mungkin dia kira gue semacam shrek atau apalah itu.

udah deh sehabis insiden yg bikin gue mau operasi muka besok gue lgsg balik. malu batin. tp emg gue udah harus balik sih gaenak bonyok lg pada gada di rumah jd di rumah gada org gaenak kalo ditinggal lama2 yekan huehuehuehue yaudadeh segitu aja ya buat hari ini ntr kpn2 gue nulis lg jgn ilfil yach ama aQ .. bye muaaaah

Sapieya. pret duuut pssssh

tewwwwycong cong cong congek

2009-02-20T02:16:00.000-08:00

ini temenku namanya tertia ramadhani dan dia baru bikin blog tapi sosweet deh di blog itu dia nulis khusus buat gue katanya dia kangennn........ sosweet kan ;) terharu nich. I miss you too teyowww tapi terry omdo ngajak ketemuan tapi malah keliling bintaro sama pcrnya yg ganteng banget itu sebel deh tp aku tetep syg kokkk hihihihi

2009-02-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing. Cause I got time while he got freedom. Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even. His best days will be some of my worst. He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first. While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay. I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces.

They say bad things happen for a reason. But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding. Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving. You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain. You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains. Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

2009-02-05T05:28:00.000-08:00

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sebenarnya inilah wajah asliku, paras asliku tapi setelah di edit sana-sini jadinya begini......
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EYAAAAAA American Next Top Model Cycle 100 EYAAAA Jombang Next Top Model kali yang bau2 jamu gitu terus rambutnya lepek kea pabrik minyak, make up bleber, maskara pindah ke bibir, lipstik pindah ke ketek hiiiih jijay. eh lo pasti semua pengin tau kaaaaan apa sebenarnya tujuan gue masang2 foto berekspresi julia perez disini? karena.................iseng. jadi gue lagi gak ada kerjaan terus belakangan ini tuh foto gue jadiin wallpaper di hp (HAHA mending narsis daripada minder, tlg yaaaa) sebenernya gada motif apa-apa gue masang tuh foto jd wallpaper di hp gue, gue cuman menggunakan foto itu kalo gue lagi sembelit naaaah muka gue bisa jadi pelancar keluarnya pupi jadi yaaa bisa membantu lah. praktis, ga menyakitkan, dan gratis! ada yg mau? eh tapi kalo mau foto gue bayar 50 juta, maaf bos model import dari papua z ah jijik ya knp cobaaaa gue masang nih foto disini. apa komentar orang2 nanti -_- ohya ampe lupa. iya kan tuh foto gue jadiin wallpaper di hp nah terus beragam macam komentar terlontar dari beberapa temen2 gue. intinyaaaaa ada yg blg bagus, keren, ada yg bilang gak nahan (????), ada yg blg najissshhh, dan ada jg yg blg model bgt (i love you nadddd ;-* gak sia sia gue minjemin buku bhs jerman waktu itu, imbalanmu setimpal. aku senang) tapi gue jujur ga ngerasa model sama sekali. jijik malah tampang gue bisa begitu ya bentuknya. cengo2 minta dicangkok gitu yagasih? eh tapi gapapa.....gue cuman lg iseng aja. gada motif apa-apa. jangan dimasukkan ke hati bagi yg gasuka. jangan tuntut saya, pak Roy Suryo ini cuman iseng2an gada niat mengekspos aurat. jangan laporkan saya zzz

eh bosen niccccc sumpah gue lagi gak ada napsu belajar sama sekali. coba ya ada obat pembuat napsu belajar, bukan makan doang. makan mulu ya pantes indonesa krisis ekonomi, masyarakatnya dicekokin obat pembuat napsu makan ya makan mulu jadinya zz apa hubungannya sih yatuhan ginilah org bete jadinya gini. bosennn gada kerjaan DAN BESOK SEKOLAH! aaaaahhhh malessssssss, pengen bolos tapi gabole... gue harus belajar!!! minggu depan gue ulangan blok, gue harussss belajarrrr! gue harus dpt nilai bagusss! gue harus..... gue harus...... males -_- ya Allah smg ntar nilai gue bagus deh, gue berserah diri aja deh. lama2 bikin album religi juga nih gue ck yaudadeh yaaa gue makin lama makin gajelas, mafya udah buang waktu lo baca blog gak berbobot gue ini. yaudadeh takecare ya semua, muah

Sapieya

2009-02-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

kok pada ngmongin galaxee deh? emg lagi ngetren ya -_- sumpah sejujurnya gue gatau galaxe apaan aaaaaa gue kok kuper banget ya krikkrik eh tapi gue lagi sibuk belajar sicccc jadi yaaa maklum lah kalo gue ketinggalan hingar bingar dunia luar yega yega belajar apaan ya belajar black magic wiwiwi masa ya temen2 gue jago black magic dah. namanya novy, tigor, dan diffa. jadi ya kan gue sekelas sama mereka terus lagi gada kerjaan novy nawarin ngajak main black magic. gue ama tasya bengong, gabisa maksutnya. ternyata tigor bisa. yaudah beraksilah mereka, novy sama tigor. jadi buat yang ngga ngerti black magic, gini nih. jadi ntar ada yang bisikin ke satu orang benda apaaaa aja terus ntar satu orang lagi nebak apa yang orang itu bisikin. gak ngerti ya? iya gue jg kok -_- pokonya intinya gue ama tasya disuruh bisikin sesuatu ke novy, apa aja yang ada di depan mata, terus ntar novy nyuruh tigor nebak. yaudah kan ya abis kita bisikin novy nunjuk buku tigor blg bukan novy nunjuk apa bukan apa bukan sampe akhirnya nunjuk apaaa gitu dan tigor blg bener dan MEMANG BENAR. mejik kan? pdhl tigor gatau apa yg kita bisikkin dan matanya ketutup rapet ditutupin anduknya itu. gue ama tasya sumpah ngerasa tolol-ers krikkkk nah terus diffa ternyata jg bisa! meeeen. tambah kicep aja guah, iQ gue sejujurnya berapasihhhhhh gue langsung berfikiran untuk pindah ke xtm langsung (loh) pengen tau gimana caranya tapi mereka yang bisa pelit gamau bagi2 ilmu -_- jahadh. huaaaah gue pegel2 nih abis cheers (CIEEEEEEEEEE CUIH BLUNG PLAS JUNGPLAK TING TUNG PRAK DUT PRET NING NANG NING NUNG JEDUG GUBRAK) sumpah perut gue sakittttt buangetttt tapi cheers asik loh, anak2nya jg acikkkk kyut2 semua hihi gemyes dech. aplg yang namanya ranny kemaren abis sesi curhat sama gue WAKAKAKAK tai. ngakak abis deh kalo dgr ranny cerita, jujur banget jd mahluk ckck laknaaaat. eh tadi gue visi locccc hihi asik deh ternyata gue sekelas sama teman smpkyu adhinka hihihi asik khantz. terus ketemu chintya! AAAAAAAA iya si mami chintya ituloh yg skg di texas aaaa seneng banget, gue kangen parah2an ama dia coi. sumpah. temen curcol gilak gokielz gue gituuuu aaaaaa seneng banget tadi ketemu, thanks ya visi. selain pernaj menjadi biro jodoh, skg jadi tempat reunian nostalgila gitcyu deccc wihiiiiy asik deh pisi. yaudahya udahan dulu capeeek mau makan dll dubiduuuu

love,

Sav sav ;p

the hardest part of love is leaving it (pelampiasan bosen gatau mau ngapain)

2009-01-29T01:17:00.000-08:00

bener kaaannnn? najis ya judulnya, bikin mual2 tapi emg kenyataan. kenapa setiap lo ketemu orang mesti ada yg namanya perpisahan? why? kenapa gak barengan aja terus sampe mati? yagak sihh? kecuali ya sama org nyolot, bitchy, etc yaaa males jg ya ampe mati mending gak usah kenal aja sekalian tapi kalo ketemunya sm seseorang yg baiiiik, aplg kalo lo udah syg sama dia, kenapa mesti ada perpisahan? and every farewell seem so hard and painful.

when you break up or graduate, you have to leave all your loved ones. the ones that make you happy, smile, feel comfortable enough to be yourself, even sad or cry. it's annoying, isn't it?

I've just recently watched The Notebook and it touches me how Noah and Allie survived trough all the years they've been separated. It makes me wonder, if one day I could be like them ;p well, it's fine to daydreaming, right? nothing wrong with it. I love The Notebook. It proves that everyone have a soulmate and true love story don't have endings, it ends with death not with the third person or blabla. ah makin lama kok kata2 gue makin menjijikan ya -_-

yaudadeh segitu aja yaudahya daaaaaaaaaaaa

mencintai kamu kamu kamu

2009-01-22T22:19:00.000-08:00

aaaaaaaaa bete. gatau mau ngapain hix hix eh gue kangen temen gue yang bernama Tertia Ramadhani deeeeeeh huhu gimana ya dia skg? sombooong bgttt. waktu itu blgnya mau cerita tapi manaaaaaaaaaaa huh yauswlah ntar deh kalo ol gue sapa hm hm pokonya bete -_-

enaknya ngapain ya kira-kira? iiiiih kangen si 'itu' deh hyahayahhayahya dia lagi ngapain yaaa? tadi sih lagi solat jumat. abis itu dia cerita lagi sakit katanya, sakit diare -_- santai banget ngmgnya dia gaksadar gue susah payah setengah idup nahan rasa kejijikan gue yg mebara-bara ngedngernya hiiiii tapi tapi tapi kasiaaaaaaan haha mangkenye jangan hiperaktif jadi org, makan yg benerrrrr. lagian rakus, ngeliat makanan udah kea ngeliat badan cewek napsunya hih mampus ajadeh sana kena diare pup mulu tapi gpp biar kuyussss ;p eh kok jadi ngmngin 'itu' sih z

udah ahk ganti topiiiiik savalas (loh)

eh i miss my girlfriends deeeh eh ya masa ya kmrn gue ngerum ama astrie-nayaka ngomongin si oknum apa ya hahahaha itulah pokonya. terus terus terus kita ngejayus ria gitu. banyak deh.

AAAA ttp bete. gak mempan. pdhl gue udah ngmngin dua orang terasik dan teroke di dunia (uek) tapi ttp aja boseeeen, ga ngaruh hix hix

eh gue lagi tergila-gila banget nih sama lagunya st12 yang saat terakhir MUAHAHAHA itu keren loh bagian " mencintai kamu kamu kamu .. "

oucccch menyentuh menyerbak menendang banget ga siih kamu kamu kamu nya hahaha keanya dia nyanyinya sambil nunjuk2 gitu terus matanya melotot, idungnya kembang kempis ganyante gitu 'kamu kamu kamu' waakkakak ngakak sendiri dah gua krik krik charly van houtten i lop u dah nama keren bener ya udah kea nama cokelat ah jadi laperrrrrr

yaudadeh udahan aja ya bingung mau nulis aplg, lagi gak ada cerita seru niccc. OH IYA tadi gue dipulangin loh gara2 telat shiiiiit yo gaenak gue sediiih jadi gak bisa ketemu temen2 dan yang terpenting gak bisa belajar ckckck sungguh menderita deh sehari tanpa belajar

oke deeeeh see you ya take care ciaow babay

Sapiya st12 LuVvErRz

HAPPY NU YEAAAAAAAAAH WIHIIIIY

2009-01-18T03:40:00.001-08:00

okaaaaay okay mungkin gue telat (bangetttt, ya gue tau) ngucapinnya but it's better too late than never yega ;D pokonya.................

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yippie!

hopefully this year would be an amazing year, a fresh new beginning for everyone who thinks 2008 suck (like me), leave the past, start a new life, have a new boyfriend ;p or a new girlfriend, go to new places, dare yourself to do something extreme, do something you always wanted to do from last year, just have fun! new year, new you, new hairdo, whatever! it's 2009, baby! wohooooooo

hmmmm, so how's new year going? ohya gue mau cerita niiih. pas malem taun baruan, gue ke rumah hannah. bbq-an gitudweh ama keluarganya dan ada astrie. iyuuuh sebenernya gue ga mengharapkan keberadaan dia karena dia terus menerus mengintili gue kemanapun gue pergi pas di rumah hannah dan keberadaannya benar2 merangsangku untuk pupup tapi yaudalahya sebagai sahabat yang baik aku temani dia. lop u strie. nah teruuuuuus udah kan tuh bbq-an gue kira bakal garing karena cuman ber3 mana hannah pake pergi lamaaaa bgt beli terompet yah tinggalah gue berduaan ama astrie ntn HSM 3 udah kea org pacaran z sampe akhirnya dtg hannah terus kita asik2an deh foto2an gaya2an tapi hannah-astrie kan emg dr dulu hobinya nyiksa gue lahir dan batin, apalagi astrie. keanya belom puas kalo belom ngeliat gue terluka. yaudah kt main, terus mereka nyelotip mulut gue. NYE LO TIP. iya bener diselotip, lo gak salah baca. sadis kan? gue aduin HAM kena tuh mereka masuk bui langsung nemenin sheila marcia tapi berhubung gue baik jadinya gue diem aja, pasrah ahahahhaa biarin lah mereka hepi sekali-kali diatas penderitaan gue yang diselotip dengan alesan gue kebanyakan ngomong. ya drpd gada yg ngmng yekan? emang iya. dgr tuh strie han. nah tapi gue ga ampe jam 12 malem disituuuu, gue dijemput dan dibawa ke rumah om gue di bintaro yang garingnya setengah idup sumpah. gue bosen bangetttt. cuman ada anak2 kecil keliweran, adasih orang2 gedenya tapi kan pada sibuk ama dunia masing2. lagian jg kalo ngobrol mana nyambungggggggg huhu yaudah gue mojok aja sendirian sambil ol, kan masih rame tuh jam segitu. lumayan yg ol byk jg, mungkin senasib ya. terlantar dikala pergantian tahun z yaudah udah taun baru jeder jeder kembang api sana sini turudut turudut toet terompet2 bunyi salam2an cipika cipikian sampe pada momen yang gue tunggu2...... pulang. udah pulang ke rumah, gue tidur. capek haha ga mengesankan kan taun baru gueeee? tapi gpp, gue sempet havefun kok di rumah hannah. tx ya han, strie :)

eh ya gue udah pindah ke 6 looh hehhehehee asik deh. jadi tgl 30 kemaren gue tes dan Alhamdulillah keterima. urutan ke 11 loooh eaeaea mamer z dan so far di 6 asik kok. anak2nya ramah2. gue masuk kelas x-8 dan isinya waaw amazong semua hahaha tapi semuanya baik2 kok. ramah2 bangetttt. beneran. kemaren jg gue ikut baksos wihiy seru deh tapi capekkkk bgt soalnya tempatnya di kebon jeruk jakarta barat. kesana sejam sendiri keanya ampe turun2 pantat gue udah rata kea triplek (lebayyyy) tapi overall seru kok. asik. hehehehe gue kan jadi pembibing kelompok dadakan gitu kan sama manda dan kt disuruh ngumpulin 7 org anak terus main games bareng. nah ada satu anak iseng banget nih sama gue namanya Suli, masih inget banget gue. sensi bener dia keanya ama gua. nih masa dia ngmng gini:

Novy: kalian liburan suka pergi2 ga?

anak-anak: iya kaaak

Novy: oooh emg kemana?

anak-anak: kubumas

gue: oooh knp ga ke Taman Safari aja?

(langsung kan novy biasaaaa ngeledekin gue, biasaaaaa haha)

Suli: emg kenapa kak di taman safari? ada temen2 kakak ya?

HEMMMMMMMMMM makasih banget ya daaa

tapi mereka kasian loh, masa seminggu bisa gamakan dan jawaban mereka 'udah biasa kak'. yampuuun miris banget ngga sih ngdengernya? gue aja miris huhuhuhuh kasian ya mereka ya Allah ckck

yaudadeh udah dulu yaaaa capek men hehehehe ntar gue nulis lagi okeoke

Lotssssssssslotslotslots of Love,

Sapiya ;-*

2008-12-17T03:17:00.000-08:00

huaaaaah too many cute guys around here yaaa ternyata ckck selama ini gue nggak membuka mata lebar2. selama ini mata gue tertutupi kabut cinta, kea judul felem cina kabut kabut cinta -_- yak maksud gue, selama ini gue ga ngeh aja. di kelas gue aja ada 5 cowo lucu tapi gue baru sadar skrg. dan telat karena mereka udah punya cewe semua skrg -_-

okaaay, tadi gue becanda2 gitu sama salah satu dari ke5 cowo lucu tersebut di kelas gue itu. gapenting sih tapi yaaa mayan lah haha. kurang lebih begini percandaannya:

cute guy: wey vir

gue: ape

cute guy: itu gelangnya si eka dari lo?

gue: iyeeee

cute guy: ih jahat gue ga dikasih

gue: ya lu ga minta

cute guy: hehehe mau doong vir

gue: engga ah sayang ah gelangnya buat lo

cute guy: yah ayodong viiiir ah

gue: yaudah ah yaudah

(gue udah gatahan udah hampir meledak gue ngeliat dia dari deket, ganteng aboy)

cute guy: yes asik! besok ya vir?

gue: iyaiyaaaaiya

cute guy: beneran?

gue: eh gajadi deh haha

cute guy: aaaah

gue: hahahaha gajadi

cute guy: anjiiing ah vir aaah mau gelang yang warna item

gue: engga

cute guy: ayodong vir pleaaase?

gue: gamau gamau wek

cute guy: (ngelitikin gue ajalohya. gue muka tenang tapi sebenernya baju udah basah kena keringet dingin)

gue: hahaha yaudah ah iyaiya duh geli dong

cute guy: hahaha okedeh baik, besok ya

aaaaaaaaaaaa walopun ya ga berbobot, ga bermutu, dan sangat amat ga penting tapi duh siapa tau dari becanda2an gapenting gitu bisa tumbuh benih benih cinta? eyaaaaaaa bisa dong bisa kan

eh tadi gue sebel deh sama si guru BK ih ih ih sewot banget cuman gara2 gue suka izin gamasuk mau ke jakarta, dia marah2. bilang ntar gue ganaek kelas DIH awas aja ampe gue ganaek kelas, gue tuntut tuh guru. bodo amat deh pret

eh btw i miss someone deh. his name is..................adadeCh. haha. i miss him so mucho nih he's one of my bestfwendssssssss i also miss adit! huhuhuhu dia tuh ya walopun sering ngata2in gue sering memojokkan gue tapi dia bestpal gue bangettttttttt ih terus farizkobe walopun dia pernah bikin gue nangis tapi kalo soal curhat2an dia tuh enak banget dicurhatin udah kea marshmallow aaaaaa kangen semuamuanyaaaa!

OH IYA besok gue ulangan ekonomi ttg kurva2an OH NO udah dl ya baru inget nih utg inget kalo ga inget siap2 dikubur idup2 besok ama gurunya eh elusih yaudadeh daaaa!

Big girls don't cry

2008-12-13T17:38:00.000-08:00

gue sedih banget nih. gue duh gatau deh, lagi sakit batin. hati, batin, semuanya sakit. eya kali ini gue serius, gada eyaeya an. hm pernah nggasih lo sayaaaaaaaaaaang banget sama org dan lo tergantung sama dia tapi tiba-tiba dia berubah dan pas lo tanya pertanyaan keramat 'kamu sayang ngga sama aku?' dan dia ngejawab 'gatau'

.................................................................gatau mau ngmng apa

sakitnya dikhianatin org yang paling disayang lebih dari lo jatoh dari lante 20 ke lante paling dasar. haha lebay deng. ya pokonya gitulah untuk mendescribe sakitnya disakitin org yang paling lo sayang itu kan rasanya gila. lo kea udah gapunya semangat atau malah nangis2. banyak sih dan bermacem2 cara yang orang lakuin buat ngelampiasin rasa sakit mereka. kalo guee hm karena gue cengeng jadi ya gue nangis -_- kesannya lemah pengen dikasianin lembek, yekan? tapi kalo buat gue, nangis tuh bikin lega banget. walopun gada yg liat tapi seengganya Tuhan tau hati gue sakit dan kalo buat gue itu udah cukup banget kok. temen curhat terbaik kan Tuhan ;) cie gue jadi alim gini hahaha gue emg jadi alim kalo lagi sakit hati, kalo ngga ya kembali laknat hiahiahaiahia z

akhirnya, gue memutuskan untuk yaudah sampe disini aja. mungkin emg ini yang terbaik, ini yang gu mau daridulu. lepas dari dia. walopun status kita bukan 'pacar' a.k.a hts tapi ttp aja sayangnya sama aja kea sayang pacar ke pacar. pacar kan cuman status, rasa sayang mah sama-sama aja. hari ini hari pertama gue tanpa dia huhu tanggal brpsih skrg? 14 ya? sial bener deh angka 14 ck gue sengaja silent hp esia gue terus gue taro di lemari jadi kalo dia nelfon, gaakan keangkat. emg sengaja, sebenernya gue gatel drtd pengen ngecek esia gue tapi gue msti bener2 usaha skrg. gue gaboleh omdo, gue harus buktiin gue bisa tanpa dia. seharian ini gue akan coba tanpa dia, pasti bisa. gue kan stroooong eya

gue jg gamau nangis lg ah. cukup tadi malem aja ehehehehe skrg gue harus kuat dooong, makanya drtd gue menghindari hal2 yang bikin gue sedih. boong deng, sejujurnya daritadi gue dengerin lagu2 sedih dan mata gue skrg udah berlinang air mata T_T

aaaaaa gue kok jadi kangen evi deh? hahah duh ngaco deh ngaco. tapi dia menghibur banget sih, gue pasti ketawa kalo sama dia. maakanya gue butuh dia banget nih ck butuh yang namanya hannah mia sanie astrie nayaka anissa cheras vina gita huhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuh yaudadeh ah ntar gue makin nangis kalo ngelanjutin.

I'm leaving you for the last time, baby

You think you're loving, but you don't love me

I want to be free

Baby, you've heard me

I want to be free.................................................

UL-A-NGAN

2008-12-09T23:12:00.000-08:00

heeeeey haduh gue setres nih bentar lagi ulangan huhuhuh gue tgl 15 meeen omaygat kurang lama apa coba sekalian aja gausah ulangan samasekali! emang maunya gue sih itu haauhahauaha anyway gue sirik banget ya sama yg udah kelar ulangannya, ENAK! gueee? tersiksa. semua udah pada libur, gue ulangan. dasar sekolah aneh gak adil demo juganih gue lama-lama jangan ampe gue bakar deh satu sekolahan eya gayanya berasa preman bandung ajelu sap z

oiya tadi seru loh disekolah gue nyembeleh kambing hahaha asiksik. tapi gue rada horror ya ngeliat darahnya....... muka kambingnya pas lagi disembeleh....... baunya....... eww.

tapi ada asiknya juga lho. kita jadi ngerti gimana cara nyembeleh dengan benar. jadi ga asal2an. gue sebenernya ga nyembeleh, cuman nonton doang. itupun nontonnya setengah tutup mata hahaha abiiiis gatega sih liat muka ga berdosa kambingnya ck tapi pasti skrg dia lagi loncat2 lari2 kesana kemari riang gembira di surga. aamin

ohiyaaaa taun baruan mau kemana niCh, guyssss? gue juga gatau nih. pengennya ke tempat2 yang asik tapi ongkos tidak mendukung -_- paling di jkt atoga bdg. pengen gilagilaan gitu taun baruan kan rame tuh nah demen gue yg rame2 gitu. daaan gue pgn taunbaruan kali ini sama temen2 (dan pacar. insyaallah kalo dapet aaaamin) dimanaaa gitu tanpakeluarga gue. gue udah bosen ama keluarga mulu. aplg taun baruan kemaren ooomaygat garing banget yatuhan. mungkin krn gue udah gede dan udah ganyambung lagi kali ya sama cara mereka jie haha tapi emang garing gitu makanya gue memutuskan buat taun baruan kali ini sama temen2. semoga dibolehin yaaaaa. mau ikutan ga? kalo mau ikutan boleh banget. makin rame makin asik yega yega

btw gue sama temen gue, Na, bikin daftar cowo2 lucu di kelas looooh hhauahuahahau lo gak kenal siiiih tapi seru ajaaaa. ini cuman buat fub, iseng2an doang. BUKAN BERARTI KITA SUKA OKEEE jangan salah tanggep. nih yaaa yg menurut kita lucu dari peringkat 1-5 (kasian ya cuman ada 5 cowo lucu di antara belasan anak cowo di kelas gue. ckck)

1. Yoga

2. Kevin

3. Gumilang

4. Anggi

5. Yondi

HAHAHAHAHA serukhaaaaaan. kenapa yoga nomer satuu? karena dia ganteng buangat. diatas rata-rata gantengnya. kenapa kevin nomer duaaaa? karena ya emg dia lucu dibandingin ama yg laen. kenapa gumilang nomer tigaaaa? karena dia maniiiiis banget, terus kocak jadi charming gitu deh. kenapa anggi nomer empaaaat? karena dia lumayan lucu laaah. kenapa yondi nomer limaaaaa? gue juga gatau knp, si Na tuh yg naro yondi di daftar 5 orang itu.

udah ah capek niCh laper mau makan terus bobok deh hehehehe dont miss me ya. loveya takecare muah

2008-12-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

bosen nih. ck. buka fs? udah. ol? udaaah juga. smsan? tadi udah. telfonan? males. buka fb? gapunya tuh. buka youtube? ntar aja ah. makan? udah.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayamo bosen abitch deh gueeee. ck. aaa kangen sarah ariantie niiiiih uhuhu dia teman sekelasku yang sangat gila dan seperti kena gangguan jiwa stadium akhir tapi sayaaaaang. sama terry juga dong, sama syarah juga dong, sama hanadeydra juga dong, pokonya ama cewe-cewe 3.8 semuanya deh! huhuhuh kangen niCh. lo udah pada nemu pengganti masing2 belom? the next terry, the next sarah, the next..... GUE yang gue tau gaakan mampu tergantikan oleh siapapun. takkan terganti. meski waktu datang dan kembali sampai kau tiada bertahan semua takkan mampu mengubahku eyaeyaeya eh eh yaaah duh jangan pada nangis terharu gitudoong denger suara gue, biasa aja dong ah. gue tau suara gue emg menggetarkan jiwa menenangkan hati banget tapi jangan gitu juga dooong nangisnya ampe kesendet sendet gitu. duh jangan ampe gue ganti nama jadi Savira Dion neeeeh? aha aha aha z ko gue gajelas banget ya -___-

anywayyyys, gue mau cerita!!!!!!!!!!!! cie semangat 45. gini nih ya jadi tadi gue ketemu cowo yang gue idolakan banget itu yang bernama hem pake nama samaran aja yaaaa. siapa ya nyebutnya? OH! i know. tuksido bertopeng!!!!! aja okeoke. norak? ya emg tapi gpp. dia tuh segagah dan seperkasa si tuksido bertopeng aih

sebenernya yang mau gue ceritain adalah ttg seorang cowo yang tadi malem jahatnya bukan maen sama gue. sumpahya lo mesti tauuuuu. eh pakein nama samaran juga deh biar ga ketauan ahahah oke namanya lutung kasarung aja ya. gpp lah jelekkan dikit. dia tuh dulu mantan gue terus skrg kea hts-an gajelas gitu deh.

jadi gini. tadi malem gue telpon2an sama di LK a.k.a lutung kasarung terus dia jahaaat banget. nih ya seinget gue gini nih pembicaraan kita berdua tadi malem:

gue: kenapasih ko lo cuek banget skrg ama gue?

LK: ya kenapasih emg? emg lo cewe gue ya?

JEGEEEEERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ger ger ger

gue: ya bukan tapi lo dulu ga kea gini sama gue. kenapasih lo srkg?

LK: ya gini deh, bukan maksud gue ngungkit masalalu tapi siapasih emg yang bikin gue berubah gini?

(jadi tuh gue pernah ada insiden gitu sama dia yang bikin gue sama dia diem2an ampe sebulan lebih)

gue: iya gue tau itu gue, gue minta maaaf

LK: yaudah

gue: yaudaaaah terus maunya gimana skrg?

LK: maksudnya?

gue: ya apa kita gausah kea gini lagi, temenan biasa aja

LK: ya emg kita skrg apaan sih?

gue: (diem)

LK: (diem)

gue: keanya salah banget ya gue nelfon lo skrg? salah banget ya?

LK: iya emg

suara ariel peterpan muncul di kepala gue kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi

gue: ko lo jahat banget sih hah

LK: emg gue jahat

gue: yaudah deh

LK: yaudah tidur aja gih sana

gue tutup.

terus gak lama kemudian ada sms. smsnya berbunyi 'vir maaf kalo hari ini gue jahat banget. apapun yang terjadi percaya apa nggak gue sayang sama lo' dan itu dari si LK.

kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi

terus gue bales aja. 'ga lo ga syg sama gue. kalo lo syg sama gue, lo gabakal jahatin gue kea tadi'

eeeh tiba tiba dia nelfon terus minta maaf sampe na-ngis. yup, nangis ahahahah yaudah gue ga tega gue blg aja 'yauda gpp' tapi i knew from the second he said he's sorry, he'll about to do it again. jadi gue memutuskan untuk yaaa berubah sedikit sama dia. jadi agak waspada, agak dingin, dan agak ga peduli. mungkin itu yang terbaik. hmmm

yaudahdeh kepala gue puyeng nih sakit nih gue pilek ckck yaudahye segini dulu deeeee takacare moah

Bali rocks!

2008-12-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

hahaha thats me, taking a picture of myself while waiting for my folks to get ready. they took sooooo long just to put some clothes on! so, i decided to turned the camera on and got jiggy with it. cute, huh? ;p

anyway guuuuysguysguys gue mau sok bule kan ceritanya baru pulang dari bali, kan banyak bulenya tuh disana ketularan jadi kebule-bulean. btw yaaaaa bali was fun! well, believe it or not, my mom, she doesnt allowed me go to the beach. she said it's dangerous blabla like any other controlling mom. so 5 days in bali and not a day I go to the beach. sucks, right? yea, tell me about it. but, it's okay, though. i know my mom did that for my own good so i decided not to go to the beach and just hung out in the pool. the pool was great. lots of cute boys. i wore a bikini but i guess they weren't interested with me wearing the bikinis.......whatevah

Okay, so i met this guy. actually, he's only 14 so he's still a boy. not yet a guy. anyway, he was soooooo cute! even my little nephew, her name is Jessy and she's a 4th grader, said that boy was cute. He looked like Joe Jonas, i am so not lying! he looked exactly like him. his eyebrows, his hair. omfg, he was so Joe Jonas. he got me all salting. my sister was hysterical about him. How did i notice him? it's easy. so, there was this game. i don't know what the name of the game is but it was like you have to get trough these things, it was 10 of these things, they were placed on the water, if you can pass it all than you win. i know you don't understand what i'm trying to say but just listen and you'll understand, okay? good.

and then, my sister and i and bunch of my cousins and nephews joined the game. my sister and bunch of cousins and nephews, they're toddlers. they're soooo small and not heavy. not like me. i thought, hell no i can never get trough those white shaped things. but my sister insisted me and put my name on the list so what the hell, what am i going to loose? right?

so, there i am. with my bikinis and my tall body, waited in the line to try to get trough this things. my sister went first and she did it. my nephew, Jessy, did it, too. and there they were. celebrated their winnings and their small bodies. and then suddenly, out of nowhere, came this boy with light surrounded him. he has a rough dark brown hair and a face that i'm familiar with. i feel like i was gonna die. he was sooooooo hottie hottie, the sun burned me hard already and then came him and i felt so burneeeed. its gettin hot in here, so hot! ahahahha z

udah ah pake bahasa indonesia ajeye, capek pake bahasa inggris. pegel mikirnya. elu sih nyuru2 gue pake bahasa inggris. pret

ternyata bali selain banyak bule, ternyata banyak cowo lucunya juga aw lama2 pindah ke bali juga nih gue. ahahah lebaaaay. kecentilan ah kea tuh cowo2 mau aja ama gue

eh katanya bali tuh sepiiii banget loh waktu alm. amrozi abis di eksekusi ckckck parah yah. bener2 sepiiiiiii. mana katanya ada teroris di india yang bunuh2in turis amerika-inggris itu. ckck makin ngaco aja ya dunia. keanya yang paling ga ngaco disini cuman gue doang deeeh

OH IYA gue juga mau cerita. jadi yaaaaa hari pertama nyampe di bali tuh maleeem banget. jam2 12an gitu. last flight gitu deh. nah terus ampe hotel, kan gue nginep di hard rock, nah deket2 hardrock kan banyak tuh restoran bejejer yaudah akhirnya karena kita semua kelaperan kita berangkat ke mcd karena cuman mcd yang masih buka, yang lain udah tutup semua. mcd kan 24 hours. yaudah makan lah disitu. everything was normal until bunch of drunken american guys came in! oke, jadi gini ceritanya:

(gue ama ade gue duduknya misah ama bonyok. bonyok pada duduk diluar, nyemok)

gue: (lagi curhat ceritanya privasi nih gabisa dikasitau sowwy)

ade gue: iya iya he eh iya emang banget ka

tiba-tiba....

bule mabok #1: heeeey guuuys!!!

gue & ade gue: (cengo)

bule mabok #2: (duduk di depan ade gue, diem sambil makan gourmet warp)

bule mabok #!1: hgferubviucbawlhjfevw (ngelantur gatau ngmng apaan)

gue & ade gue: muka ketakutan mode : on

tiba-tiba....

bokap dateng (backsound: lagu2 superhero gitu yang jreng jreng jreng)

bokap: they're my daughters

bule #1: hey man im just trying to be friendly to them

bokap: yeah, but they're my daughters. stay away from them.

bule #1: what? come on, man. i just want to be friendly

bokap: stay away (muka ganyante ngajak ribut)

bule #1: you ruined bali!

bokap: what? (muka dan nada menantang)

bule #1: you ruined bali!!!!

akhirnya security dateng dan misahin mereka dan gue pulang. it's too bad cause the truth is mereka sebenernya ga mabok dan cuman pengen kenalan. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayamo but anyway, thanks dad for saving my life :)

eeeeeh udah dulu yaaa udah larut nih waktunya aku untuk tidur. entar deh gue cerita2 lagi, dont worry masih banyak cerita kok masih banyak waktu okeoke byeeee guys. sleep well and don't forget to dream about meeeeee

lots of love,

Savira

classmates

2008-12-02T04:19:00.000-08:00

gue bakal ngejelasin orang2 yang ada di dalem kelas gue. ajaib, langka, mejik, pokonya gabener semua deh. nih ya:

Evi

dia chairmate gue makanya gue sepesialkan nih gue taro di paling atas, di paling awal. dia tuh ya item, bibirnya lurus rata gitu kea garis, setres, gapernah blg cowo 'ganteng', gampang sebel ama orang, suka banget ngeberantakin poni gue (biasaaa. sirik), tapi pinter. enak buat dicontek tapi gaenak buat dicurhatin. tiap gue curhat komen dia cuman 'sukurin' zz tp gpp. selama dia masih aktif ngasih contekan, lop u dah vi

Ghina

dia tuh pinteeeeeer banget nget nget nget terus kalo ketawa kea nenek2 lagi terpogoh2 gitu. tapi kalo ngmng dalem abissssss. makanya gue suka banget minta pendapat ama dia.

Adnes

nah dia duduk sebelah ghina, otomatis dia duduk belakang gue. dia juga pinter banget, baik bgt lagi. terus kalo ngmng kea anak kecil, cempreng. asik kok buat diajak bercanda tapi rada pendiem

Firna

she's my sweetheart! dia temen curcol gue, temen becanda, temen ngegila, asik lah. suka tukeran lagu di hp, terus dia tuh eksis banget di kalangan kakakelas. dia suka jadi panitia acara gitu2lah. she's a really nice person but sometimes can be really annoying kalo lagi moody.

Berlin (Umi)

dia tuh auranya ibu2 gitu makanya kita sepakat manggil dia umi. mukanya juga kea emak-emak. gila komik. baik sih.

Anggi

don't mistake him for a girl, he's a boy with a girly name. anggi tuh demeeeen banget ngerjain gue. kan gue gangerti bahasa2 'jorok' bandung terus dia suka nyuruh gue nanya artinya ini apa ke orang2. padahal itu artinya jorok banget, jahat banget sih anggi tuh emg. seneng ngeliat gue menderita. tapi suaranya keren loh mirip ariel peterpan.

Firmansyah

mukanya kocak kea anak beruang

Restugami

hemmmmm gitulah. ya gitu. tinggi item peyang gitu deh he eh gitulah

Anis

dia bukan pinter lagi tapi jenius deh hahhaa gila lah pokonya. gue ngerasa bego banget kalo lagi sebelah dia ckck

Malinda

imuuuut banget kecil terus suka ketawa. pokonya lugu banget nih kea anak bayi. badannya juga kecil kea anak bayi.

Tikom & Melly

duo maia nya kelas gue nih. apa-apa berdua. parah deh berdua mulu

Restu

sweet banget. cara ngomongnya, cara ketawanya, pelan bgt. ceweeee banget pokonya. terus cadel R jadi nambah kesan imut gitu deh. byk yang demen tuh ama die ckck

Dindra

pendiem. banget.

Rian & Gian

sama bejatnya, sama ancurnya, sama gilanya hahaha yang satu tukang ntn bokep di kelas, yang satu tukang ngaret. ckckck apa jadinya dunia kalo semua org kea mereka sifatnya haha

Yoga

the cutest guy in class. bahan cuci mata di kelas ahahay but he's already taken, unfortunately. orangnya tinggi, badannya jadi, dadanya bidang tapi jail banget. kalo jalan suka nabrak sengaja, suka ngegelitikin, tapi lucuuuu. ah

Febri

edaaaaaan. manusia paling edan hahaha sinting deh iseng. giginya maju kea kuda. jadi kalo dia berdiri di bawah lampu, semua langsung pake kacamata item. silo abisan kena pantulan cahaya dari giginya hahaha mantan playboy (katanya sih skrg udah tobat tapi yaaaaa who knows)

Jane

LE BAY. hahaha lebay banget. kalo ketawa udah kea pake toa tapi kocak. demenan febri nih haahha ngatain gue 'tiang' mulu wooo sirik aja bantet dasar

Rista

ga gitu deketya tapi dia baik kok keliatannya

Hanny

mukanya sih muka muka org tidak berdosa tapi giliran anak2 lagi pada ngecak2in gue, keluar deh aslinya. langsung deh semangat ikut ngecak2in gue juga, kurang asem emg nih si hani

Roy

gejeeeeee ahahaha suka ngatain gue juga nih dia. laknat. tapi dia baik kok, jago breakdance lagi. dia punya sodara kembar namanya Ryo, miriiiip banget asli susah ngebedainnya. gue brp kali ketuker haha

Bagus #1

satu kata buat bagus #1: pinter. tapi rada kea bapak2 gayanya. kumisan lagi. tebel lagi kumisnya

Bagus #2

kebalikan bagus #1, ini mah ngaco dari atas sampe bawah hahaha

Barkah

pacarnya Evi niiih hahaha gadeng. musuh gue nih kalo udah soal cak2an. suka banget goda2in gue sama b*****, iiiiiiiiyuh godain gue ama yang bagusan dikit kek hahaha gadeng canda

Eka

yagitulah

Kevin

yagitulah juga hahahaha jrg masuk nih anak ckck tapi asik kok gokil. demen cewe haha yaiyalah kalo demen cowo homo dong. eksis. muka indo. anak skate beeeeh

Fadilla

sweetest girl eveeeeeeer

Inaz

putiiiih banget kea mayat. oriental2 gimanaaaa geydu mukenye, cantik lah canteeek

Ratih

minta maaf mulu si ratih mah hahahaha

Nadhira

kea cowo ahahahhaha tapi baik kooooook ya iyadeeeeh

Aulia

kea om-om gayanya

Hilman

cina

Yondi

wah gue suka rada gaenak nih ngebahas dia hahahaha pokonya ya baik lah orangnya bae bae he eh

udah ah capeeeeeeeek kalo ada yang kelupaan hem maaf ya. deeee